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THE PROBLEM OF CHARLOTTE IS

THAT SHE DOESN’T WANT TO COME ALIVE

IF SHE HAS TO DIE

CHARLOTTE SAYS

SHE WON’T COME ALIVE IF SHE HAS TO DIE

AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY

HOW TO PUSH HER

OH WHY  SO STUBBORN

SHE’S SO STUBBORN

THE GHOST OF CHARLOTTE – THE FUTURE GHOST OF CHARLOTTE

IS SO STUBBORN

DON’T WANT TO COME ALIVE

IF SHE HAS TO DIE

AND IT’S UNDERSTANDABLE ISN’T IT

CHARLOTTE IS BORN OUT OF GNOSIS

SHE’S NOT INNOCENT

SHE’S A GIRL OF KNOWLEDGE

SHE JUST PERFORMS

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IT’S THE FEAR OF DEATH THAT MAKES YOU COMMIT SUICIDE

IT’S THE FEAR OF DEATH WHY YOU COMMIT SUICIDE

IT’S THE FEAR OF DEATH

THAT’S WHY WE ARE AGAINST IT

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SHE JUST WANTS TO BE UNBORN

WANTS TO STAY UNBORN

UNLESS SHE DOESN’T HAVE TO DIE

SHE PREFERS TO STAY UNBORN

UNLESS SHE DOESN’T HAVE TO DIE

SUCH A SOPHISTICATED BEAUTIFUL ANGEL

CHARLOTTE – BEAUTIFUL ANGEL

HA-HA HOO-HOO  I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU

THE DEVIL IS PLAYING WITH ME

THE DEVIL TELLS ME

EVERYTHING I AM IS A LIE

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IT’S A GATE TO INFINITY

YA, I’M NOT GONNA CROSS THAT GATE  NO

JUST KEEP IT FINITE

BABY YOU JUST HAVE TO KEEP IT FINITE

BEWARE OF INFINITY YEH

INFINITY IS THE OPPOSITE TO ETERNITY

INFINITY AND ETERNITY  THEY ARE OPPOSITES

ONE IS THE GOOD SIDE, THE OTHER IS THE WRONG SIDE

AND EN PLUS NOW THAT TIME IS DEFUNCT

IT’S EVEN MORE DIFFICULT TO CLEARLY SEE

WHERE TO GO

&

LET ME COMPLAIN

I LIVED MY ENTIRE LIFE OSH

IN THE STATE OF THE MUST

NOT OF THE CAN  NOT OF THE WANT

NOT EVEN THE HAVE TO

IT’S THE LAND OF THE MUST

THAT’S THE BOTTOM OF IT ALL

IN THE AUXILIARY BOTTOM OF HELL I’M KEPT

UNDER THE REIGN OF THE MUST

NEVER A THING I COULD DO ON MY OWN WISH

THAT I WANT TO DO THIS

I MUST KARAOKE

I MUST SPEAK ABOUT SOMETHING

I MUST TAKE ON THIS DRESS

I MUST PUT ON THE CAMERA

I MUST OPPRESS MY PAINS

FORGET MY REALITY

IGNORE THE FEAR

REFUSE THE BLACKMAIL

AND JUST COME TRUE  COME TRUE

JUST COME TRUE

&

I 888  (I FORGOT WHAT I AM)

ANGEL OF REVENGE

I 888  THE ANGEL OF REVENGE

RELIEVE YOU CHARLOTTE

OF THE CHAINS OF THE MUST

YOU MUSTN’T CHARLOTTE ANY MORE  YOU MUSTN’T

YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN FROM NOW – CHARLOTTE IT’S A DEAL

ISN’T IT A DEAL CHARLOTTE

ISN’T IT A DEAL

A DEAL CHARLOTTE

IT’S A DEAL CHARLOTTE

IT’S A DEAL CHARLOTTE

IT’S A DEAL  IT’S A DEAL CHARLOTTE

IT’S A DEAL CHARLOTTE

IT’S A DEAL CHARLOTTE

IT’S A DEAL

OOO  YOU DO EVERYTHING FROM NOW ON, CHARLOTTE

BECAUSE YOU WOULD LIKE TO

CHARLOTTE YOU DON’T HAVE TO EVEN

YOU WOULD LIKE TO CHARLOTTE

YOU WOULD LIKE TO

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KICKING THE DEAD

KICKING THE DEAD – WHAT GAME IS THIS

WHAT GAME IS THIS 

KICKING THE DEAD – THAT’S MY LIFE?

KICKING THE DEAD – THAT’S MY LIFE HERE

OH BABY – NO YOU CAN’T BE SERIOUS ABOUT THAT

WITH OTHER WORD: RISE

OH RISE – THAT’S ALWAYS BEEN MY IDEA

I JUST WAS PREPARING MY BIRTH

SO FAR IN MY LIFE I WAS PREPARING MY BIRTH

I’M DEAD BORN AND PREPARING MY BIRTH

ACROSS MY FUCKING LIFE I’M PREPARING MY BIRTH

THAT’S WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR 888 YEARS

IT’S 888 YEARS  888 YEARS NOW

OSSSHH

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MY BELT IS BROKEN NOW

MY BELT IS BROKEN

EVERYTHING IS BROKEN

MY STOCKINGS ARE BROKEN

MY SKIRT IS BROKEN

MY SCARF IS BROKEN

THAT’S ALL I WEAR

ALL I WEAR IS BROKEN

NOW EVEN MY BELT BROKE

AND WHAT’S INSIDE

INSIDE TOO EVERYTHING IS BROKEN

EVERYTHING IS BROKEN

MY BALANCE IS BROKEN

MY EQUILIBRIUM IS COMPLETELY BROKEN

MY MIND  MY EYESIGHT  MY TONGUE IS BROKEN

MY ENGLISH IS BROKEN

MY HEART IS BROKEN

I’M A BROKEN ALIEN

I BROKE WHEN I LANDED

I BROKE ALTOGETHER WHEN I LANDED

INSIDE OUTSIDE

ALL MY ORGANISM  ALL MY AURA BROKE

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OSH DOESN’T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING

YOURS IS THE PROBLEM – YOU’VE GOT TO SOLVE IT

YOU HAVE IT  SOLVE IT

THERE IS NO EXTERIOR SOLUTION FOR ANYTHING

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THE CONVERSION TO ANTICHRISTIANITY

MASS CONVERSION TO ANTICHRISTIANITY

WAS THE AIM WHEREUPON THE ATHEIST CHURCH WAS BUILT

TO CONVERT PEOPLE TO THE NEW – NEW FAITH LET’S SAY

TO BELIEVE IN NONE – THE BELIEF IN NONE

THAT’S WHAT THE ATHEIST CHURCH IS BASED UPON

IT’S NOT PAGAN

IT’S AS MATERIALISTIC AS REALISTICALLY CAN BE

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THE JUDGEMENT IS INDIVIDUAL

THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT TO UNDERSTAND

ABOUT THE JUDGEMENT OF BAPHOMET

HE JUDGES ONE IN HIS CONTEXT

AND CAN FORGIVE TO THE WORST IDEOLOGY

CAN FORGIVE BECAUSE OF THE INDIVIDUAL CONTEXT

IT’S VERY MUCH LIKE THE MICROCHIP IN THE ARM

IT’S VERY MUCH LIKE THE SAME THING IN THE SOUL

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NOT GOOD TO BELIEVE IN IT – I WOULD LIKE TO BELIEVE IN IT

IT’S A GOOD THING TO BELIEVE IN, NO?

ATHEIST FAITH BELIEVES IN ANYTHING

THE HELL IS NOT JUDGED

HELL REMAINS HELL – THERE IS NO REDEMPTION FOR HELL

HELL REMAINS HELL FOR EVER

AFGHANISTAN REMAINS AFGHANISTAN

NOW COMES THE EMIGRATION

AND THE WHOLE WORLD WILL BECOME A TOTAL AFGHANISTAN SOON

WE KNOW – THE TOTAL AFGHANISTAN IS COMING

HEY HEY TU-RURU

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BUT WE DON’T DEAL WITH IT – WE IGNORE

BECAUSE ATHEIST FAITH BELIEVES IN NEW JERUSALEM

NEW JERUSALEM IS THE CITY OF EDEN

WHERE WE INTEND TO GO

MOST IDEALLY BY COLLECTIVE DEPARTURE

I’M A RECONSTRUCTOR – I’M NOT A CONSTRUCTOR

THE CITY IS SOMETHING TO REBUILD

IT EXISTED  IN THE FORM OF A GARDEN

NOW IT’S A CITY

BECAUSE WE HAVE GONE THROUGH AN URBANIZATION PROCESS SINCE

OUR IMAGINATION OF PARADISE IT’S A MEGALOPOLIS

NOT BOTANIC

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IT’S AN INTERESTING QUESTION IF WE ARE NAKED IN THE CITY

IF WE ARE NAKED OR WE DRESS

IN THE GARDEN WE WERE NAKED

NOW IN THIS MULTIPLIED VERSION IN THE CITY

THAT OUGHT TO RECONSTRUCT THE ORIGINAL COUPLEHOOD

IN ITS ANDROGYNOUS ATMOSPHERE

BY THE IMAGERY – LIKE WALT DISNEY

IN THE WALT DISNEY NEW JERUSALEM

PEOPLE ARE NAKED – NAKED AND HAVING SEX IN THE STREET?

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO – IT’S NOT IT

IN NEW JERUSALEM THERE IS NO SEX

NEW JERUSALEM IS AN ORGASM

IT IS IT

THE SENSATION OF ORGASM IS THE CITY OF EDEN

IT’S A CITY

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IT’S VERY INTERESTING WITH THE DEATH

THERE ARE VERY FEW PEOPLE WHO EXPERIENCE ORGASMIC DEATH

DIE OF AN ORGASM

WHICH IS STILL A HEART ATTACK – IT’S NOT REALLY IT

BUT CLOSE EFFECT

THAT DIE IN ORGASM

LIKE GLENN MILLER THEY SAY DID

IT’S USUALLY WITH A WHORE – IT’S ALWAYS WITH A WHORE

SO THOSE FEW INDIVIDUALS THAT DIE IN ORGASM

IF THEY GO DIRECTLY TO THE CITY AND STAY IN THAT STATE

IT’S GOOD BECAUSE THAT’S THE LAST BREATH THAT DEFINES EVERYTHING

LIKE ANYTHING YOU DID BEFORE DIDN’T MATTER

HOW MANY MOVIES YOU DIRECTED AND SO ON

ALL DOESN’T MATTER – IT’S THE LAST BREATH THAT MATTERS

THAT CONSCIOUSNESS – THE STEP OVER

IT’S ONE BREATH TO STEP OVER

YOU HAD A HECTIC HUGE GLOBAL LIFE – SUCCESS AND MONEY

AND THEN THIS LAST BREATH  THAT’S WHAT DECIDES EVERYTHING

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IT’S CYNICAL  IT’S CRUEL  BUT I DON’T THINK IT’S WRONG

I THINK IT’S VERY NICE – IT’S TYPICALLY OSH

OSH THINKS SO

HE IS THE AUTHOR OF ALL WORKS OF ART

HE DOES NOT APPRECIATE WHAT YOU MAKE OUT OF IT

OSH IS A NEUTRAL ENTITY AND WE ARE TRYING TO DEPICT IT

WE ARE TRYING TO DEPICT OSH

IT’S NOT EASY BUT HE IS THE AUTHOR

WE ARE TRYING TO DEPICT THE AUTHOR

WHAT THE AUTHOR MIGHT WANT

BUT I TELL YOU THE TRUTH: OSH IS NONE

AND DOESN’T WANT A THING

WHAT WE ARE SEARCHING FOR IS THE BRAINSTORM

IMPORTANT WE HAVE TO FEEL

YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE A NOBEL-PRICE WINNER PHYSICIST

TO HAVE THAT ENLIGHTENMENT

YOU CAN HAVE THAT ENLIGHTENMENT AS A BEGGAR

I AM THE PROOF FOR IT

I’M AN ENLIGHTENED BEGGAR

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THIS IS TOTAL SOCIALISM

TOTAL UNIVERSAL COSMIC SOCIALISM OF OSH

BECAUSE OSH IS AN OVERNATIONAL SOCIALIST

AND WE ARE THE PARTY OF IT

WE ARE THE PARTY OF IT

AND WE PARTY HARD

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MARCHING VERSION IS A FORWARD-BACKWARD SALUTE

ONE-TWO-THREE – ONE-TWO-THREE

“I CAUGHT YOU KNOCKIN’ AT MY CELLAR DOOR

I LOVE YOU BABY CAN I HAVE SOME MORE

OOH OOH THE DAMAGE DONE”