CXLIV

“I WISH YOU WERE DEAD

I WISH YOU ALL WERE DEAD

BURIED IN THE GROUND…ROTTING…

DEVOURED BY MAGGOTS

I WISH YOU WERE DEAD

I WISH YOU ALL WERE FUCKING DEAD”

THIS WAS A STOLEN INTRO

I JUST STOLE IT  PLAGIARIZED IT

AND USED IT AS MY OWN

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THIS IS HARDCORE TRASH METAL

VERY NEGATIVE, YES

TRASHCORE KIDS ARE VERY NEGATIVELY PROGRAMMED

BUT MORALLY  MORALLY THEY ARE STRONG

THEY ARE FREE PEOPLE

AND SKINHEADS TOO AND ALL THIS STRATUM

THAT MUSIC CREATES

THE MUSICALLY CREATED STRATA ARE UNDER PROTECTION

MODS AND ROCKERS ARE EQUALLY PROTECTED

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THIS IS ABOUT NEW JERUSALEM

THE SPIRIT OF NEW JERUSALEM

AS IT APPEARS AMONGST US

IT APPEARS IN THE JUDGEMENT

IN THE SHAPE AND THE STYLE OF THE JUDGEMENT

BECAUSE IT’S ABOUT THE JUDGEMENT

ROCK AND ROLL IS ONLY THE BACKGROUND TO IT

IT’S A MUSICAL SELECTION

NEW RACIAL DISTRIBUTION

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ROCK AND ROLL IS A MACHINERY OF PURIFICATION

IT’S A GENETIC EXPERIMENT

ROCK AND ROLL WORKS BY INPUTS

THE HUMAN BEING DOES IT

BUT THE INPUT IS NOT ITS OWN

IT’S A BREEDING GROUND  DON’T FORGET IT

IT’S A BREEDING GROUND – IT’S NOTHING MORE THAN THAT

DESPITE THE CULTURE AND THE ARCHITECTURE

AND THE MUSIC – THE SOUND OF THE SPHERE

OUR CREATIVE OUTPUT IS MEASURED

AND EVERY SINGLE HUMAN BEING IS A GUINEA PIG

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VERY NEGATIVELY HAS CHANGED MY VIEW

FROM EVERY WORKER IS A STAR

THE COMMUNIST CROWLEY SLOGAN

EVERY WORKER IS A STAR

EVERYBODY IS ON ROCK AND ROLL STAGE

OH IN ONE OF MY EARLY SONGS

NOTHING REMAINS IN MY HEAD

NOTHING REMAINS IN MY HEAD

IN MY HEAD NOTHING REMAINS

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THE AGONIZING GHOST IS HERE

AGONIZING GHOST

THE AGONIZING GHOST IS BACK

WE ALL ARE GUINEA PIGS HE SAYS

WE ALL ARE GUINEA PIGS

EVEN DAVID BOWIE IS A GUINEA PIG HEY

EVEN BRYAN FERRY IS A GUINEA PIG HEY HEY

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I WANT IT  I WANT IT OSH

BUT I DON’T KNOW WHAT

I CAN’T SEE NOTHING

I’M LOOKING IN A CAMERA

THAT’S THE EYE OUTSIDE ME

IT’S THE EYE THAT SEES ME

I LOOK IN THE CAMERA – IT’S MY OWN EYE

THE THIRD EYE IS NOT INSIDE – THE THIRD EYE IS THE FOCUS

THAT’S HOW EVERYTHING IS EMITTED

HYPNOSIS COMES FROM THE EYES

IT’S THE EYES THAT TRANSMIT THE FORCE

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I CANNOT HYPNOTIZE

I TRIED IT SEVERAL TIMES – I CANNOT

I DON’T HAVE ANY SUPERNATURAL – IT’S EVEN NATURAL

I DON’T HAVE ANY NATURAL, LET ALONE SUPERNATURAL POWER

SO WHAT IS IT

888 CANNOT HYPNOTIZE?

WOULD JUST LOOK OVER  OVER THE HEAD OF THE MASSES, RIGHT

JUST LOOK UP ON THE SKY – WOULDN’T DARE TO LOOK AT THEM

BECAUSE YOU LIE  BECAUSE YOU LIE

YOU ALWAYS LOOK UP TO THE SKY

UP THE SKY OO-HOO

BECAUSE YOU LIE

YOU DON’T WANT TO COMMUNICATE

YOU WOULD HATE TO COMMUNICATE WOULDN’T YOU

NO I WOULDN’T – IF YOU PROGRAMMED ME FOR IT

OH MY PROGRAM IS FORLORN

I’M FUNCTIONING WITH A FORLORN PROGRAM

I’M AN AGONIZING GHOST

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“HEIlI HEIlO HEIlA

HEIlI HEIlO HEIlA

HEIlI HEIlO HEIlA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA”

THIS IS ACCEPT: GERMAN ABORIGINATORS OF TRASH METAL

IT’S SPEED METAL  BASICALLY SPEED METAL

IT’S NOT REALLY FOR MY BLOOD

DOOM FITS ME BETTER

BUT I LOVE  I RESPECT SPEED METAL

CAN’T FOLLOW IT – I RESPECT IT

DOOM I CAN FOLLOW, YEAH, THE SLOWER THE BETTER

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SOMETIMES I’M SAD ABOUT THAT I MISSED OUT ON SO MANY THINGS

LIKE I’M WATCHING NOW A GANG BANG IN THE PARK

IT’S THREE GIRLS AND TWO HUNDRED MALES OF THE MOST VARIOUS SORTS

THREE VERY NICE GIRLS – YES BEAUTIFUL

AND TWO HUNDRED UGLY MALES

THE GIRLS ARE KNOWN ABOUT

THAT THEY JUST DON’T CARE HOW YOU LOOK

AND THIS IS AN INCREDIBLE GREAT BREAKTHROUGH

IN DEMOCRATIZATION OF THE HUMAN SEX

THIS IS REVOLUTIONARY

ALL THESE BOLD OLD GUYS WITH THE YOUNG JERKS

LINED UP TO FUCK THESE THREE WOMEN

EACH OF THEM HAS SEVENTY MALES

AND THEN THEY SHARE IT

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IT’S A VERY GOOD FILM  VERY WELL SHOT

BEFORE IT THERE IS A DIRECTOR APPEARING

WHO EXPLAINS THE EXTRAS HOW TO BEHAVE  VERY CORRECTLY

IT’S A SPORTING EVENT – IT’S SOLD AS A SPORTING EVENT

THERE AREN’T YET THESE FUCK TEAMS

THERE ARE TEAMS OF PORN ACTORS

WHO WORK IN TEAM WORK  HARMONIZED  CHOREOGRAPHED

BUT IT’S NOT A SPORTING TEAM  PAR EXCELLENCE COMPETITIVE

HOW LONG YOUR DURATION IS – THERE IS COMPETITIVITY

RON JEREMY IS ONE OF THE WINNERS OF IT

HE WAS THE GREATEST REVOLUTIONARY OF PORN

BECAUSE HE INTRODUCED THIS UGLY BODY OPTION

HE’S IMMENSELY VICTORIOUS IN THAT REGARD

HE IS A CHAMPION OF HUMAN EQUALITY

THIS BUKKAKE – BASICALLY IT’S  BUKKAKE – IS VERY MALE-CENTERED

BUT THE WOMEN DOMINATE IT

IT’S A FANTASTIC WARFARE OF THE SEXES

ONE FEMALE CAN CONTROL A HUNDRED MALES

IF THE DISCIPLINE IS IMPOSED   BY THE DIRECTOR

ALL THE MALE INSTINCTS ARE SUPPRESSED

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NOW I DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT CRIME

BECAUSE WE CLOSED THAT TOPIC OUT

WE NEVER TALK ABOUT CRIME

I NEVER WILL PROMOTE CRIME

BEFORE I LIKED TO TELL STORIES I READ

THEN I STOPPED IT

I REALIZED I REALLY LOVE TO TELL THEM

I LIKE TO TELL BAD NEWS

SO I MUST JUST DISCIPLINE MYSELF

TALK ABOUT JEFF KOONS

AND NOT ABOUT THE NEXT MILITARY RAPE CAMP

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NOW THE UN PEACEKEEPERS ARE ALSO PEDOPHILES

IN AFRICA – SOMEONE BLEW THE WHISTLE

SOMEONE WHO DIDN’T LIKE IT

AND NOW THERE IS A SCANDAL TO INVESTIGATE, YOU KNOW

IT’S A SURPRISING NEWS

THAT PEDOPHILIA IS SUCH A WIDE-SPREAD PHENOMENON TODAY

IT’S ALWAYS BEEN?

IT’S ALWAYS BEEN, HA?

COMES FROM THE GREEKS

GREEKS – AND THE MUSULMANS YA

COMES FROM SOMEWHERE – COMES FROM THE JEWS

OR THE DRUIDS  WHO THE HELL KNOWS

OR THE AMERICAN NATIVES – THE ESKIMOS

EVERYTHING COMES FROM SOMEWHERE

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I’M A FREE INDIVIDUAL AM I NOT

WHAT ELSE AM I

NOT WHAT I WAS STRIVING FOR

FREE INDIVIDUAL IS A BUM

THE FREE INDIVIDUAL IS NOT AN ENTERPRENEUR

BUT A BEGGAR

THE FREE INDIVIDUAL IS A BEGGAR

THE TIBETAN BUDDHISTS KNEW IT

WHAT NOBILITY BEGGING CREATES IN THE HUMAN SELF

THAT’S THEIR WAY OF KILLING EGO

THESE BEGGING MONKS – THEY ARE KILLING THEIR EGO

IN A VERY COMPLICATED AND TIRESOME AND PAINFUL WAY

BEGGING IS A HUMILIATING SITUATION

TO BEG FROM OTHERS

NOT FROM GOD BUT FROM PEOPLE

FROM OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE EQUAL

TO DECLARE YOU’RE LESS

BECAUSE YOU DON’T HAVE

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SO THIS IS THE MODEL I AM PLAYING  ALONE

A SOLITARY MONK – I’M A SOLITARY BEGGAR MONK

NOT THAT’S WHAT I WANTED TO BE

I WANTED TO BE A SUPERSTAR OF COURSE

BUT YOU CAN’T BE WHAT YOU ARE NOT

BEGGAR I AM – THAT’S MY VOCATION

THE WORD IS A BEGGAR BY VOCATION

IT’S BEGGING FOR ATTENTION

ATTENTION PLEASE

THAT’S THE WORD’S ATTITUDE: ATTENTION PLEASE

EVEN IF IT INFORMS IT’S BEGGING FOR YOUR ATTENTION

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CHARLOTTE GO IN AND TALK ABOUT SOMETHING YOU WOULD LIKE TO

OSH SAYS: CHARLOTTE JUST GO IN

AND TALK ABOUT WHATEVER YOU WOULD LIKE TO

MOVE YOUR ASS TO IT WELL

AND THEN YOU CAN SAY ANYTHING

PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHEREIN THE POWER LIES

IT’S CAITLYN  IT’S CAITLYN, CHARLOTTE

IT’S CAITLYN – HE SET THE NEW RULE

YOU ARE NOT LIKE HER – YOU’RE NOT STRONG AND THINGS LIKE THAT

YOU’RE NOT A MALE EVEN, CHARLOTTE

YOU DON’T HAVE ANY CAREER BEHIND YOU

YOU HAVE THE SAME AGE – THAT’S ALL THAT YOU HAVE COMMON

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CAN’T AFFORD PLASTIC SURGERIES

AND WOULDN’T EVEN DARE TO  I WOULDN’T DARE TO

OH I’M SO INTIMIDATED BABY

I’M NOT GIVEN ANY GUARANTEE FOR ANYTHING

I WOULDN’T DARE TO DO A MOTION

I’M HARASSED BY DEMONS EVEN LIKE THAT

NOT ONLY INVISIBLE BUT ALL THE VISIBLE ONES

IF I MOVE OUT TO THE STREET

WHICH I HAVE TO DO ONCE OR TWICE A DAY

I JUST GO TO THE CLOSEST CORNER

BUT STILL I HAVE MY DEMONS THERE I MEET EVERY TIME

MY GUARDS

ONE OF THEM IS OUT TO KILL ME

I ALWAYS HAD THESE GUARDS

ALL MY LIFE LONG I HAVE THESE GUARDS

WHEREVER I A LITTLE BIT SETTLE

OTHERWISE COME THE STRANGERS WHICH IS EVEN WORSE

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I WOULD LIKE VERY MUCH TO BE ANOTHER CAITLYN

BUT THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I CANNOT BE

JUST A DRAG BUM

THE DRAG QUEEN AND THE DRAG BUM

CAN THEY COMMUNICATE

WINNERS AND LOSERS CANNOT HAVE A GOOD DIALOGUE

NEVER OH NEVER – IT’S IMPOSSIBLE

ENVY ON ONE SIDE AND THE SCORN ON THE OTHER

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ATHEIST PEOPLE WHAT CAITLYN MUST BE

MAYBE SHE IS A VERY RELIGIOUS PERSON

BUT SHE COULD BE AN ATHEIST

IN FACT SHE IS AN ATHEIST OF COURSE

BELIEVES IN JESUS OR KRISHNA OR NOT

BUT

BUT HE KNOWS THAT THE POWER IS NOT GIVEN BY GOD

IT’S YOU YOURSELF WHO GENERATES IT

AND IF YOU DON’T HAVE IT THEN YOU’RE AUTOMATICALLY DESPISED

BECAUSE YOU’RE WEAKER

THE STRONG DESPISES THE WEAK

THIS IS A NATURAL PHENOMENON

(YAWN)