CXLVII

DON’T LET ME LOOK

DON’T LET ME HEAR

CLOSE ALL MY SENSES

THEY CLOSE ALL MY SENSES

AND TRY TO SURVIVE

UNDERSTAND WHERE YOU’VE BEEN

AND THE ALZHEIMER DISEASE

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NO, YOU DON’T DIE DIRECTLY FROM ALZHEIMER DISEASE

IT WON’T KILL YOU

AT THE END YOU JUST FORGET TO LIVE

THAT’S THE END OF ALZHEIMER

ALZHEIMER IS A KIND OF REDEMPTION

IT MUST BE BETTER TO DIE WITH A CLEAN MIND

OBLIVIOUS MIND – THAT’S WHAT WE ARE STRIVING FOR

ALZHEIMER IS A BLESSING

I’M JUST AFRAID I WON’T REACH THE FINAL STAGE OF IT

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I’M WATCHING A MONSTER ORGY

MINIMUM TWO HUNDRED PEOPLE IN IT

NOT EXTRAS – SWINGERS

DIFFERENT ANGLES OF THE SAME SCENE

FILMED IN A PERFECT COLLABORATION OF THE CAMERAS

AND AT THE SAME TIME YOU DON’T SEE ANY

EXTREMELY PROFESSIONAL CAMERAMEN

I’M REALLY WATCHING THE BEST PORN POSSIBLE

THE PROFESSIONAL AMATEURS

THEY ARE AMATEURS BUT THEY ACT AS PROFESSIONALS

PROFESSIONALS CANNOT ACT AMATEUR

BUT ALL THE AMATEURS CAN ACT PROFESSIONAL

THEY DON’T HAVE TO TRY

THERE IS A BEAUTIFUL SEXUAL LIBERTY THAT HAS DEVELOPED

THAT NOW BREAKS THROUGH THE PORNOGRAPHIC GATE

OPENING WIDER AND WIDER AND WIDER AND WIDER

THE FUCKING GATE – THE FUCKING GATE IS OPENING

WIDER AND WIDER AND WIDER

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IT’S ADVERTISED A DRUNK MONSTER ORGY

JUST WHAT I WANT TO SEE

BUT THEY ARE NOT REALLY DRUNK

THERE IS NO OBVIOUS DRUNKENNESS AT ALL

MAYBE TIPSY  A LITTLE BIT TIPSY THEY ARE

IT’S AN AMATEUR GANG BANG

IT’S HAPPENING IN CZECHOSLOVAKIA

LEADING IN THIS HUGE GROUP-SEX CINEMAS

IT’S A NEW CZECH CINEMA STYLE

VERY PROFESSIONALLY DONE

NOT EVEN MIRRORIZING CAMERAS

I’M WATCHING IT IF I SEE A CAMERA SOMEWHERE

NOWHERE – YOU DON’T SEE A CAMERA

NOT TO DISILLUSION YOU

THAT MAYBE THEY ARE ACTING FOR THE CAMERA ONLY

HUNDRED PERCENT NATURAL – THAT’S THE CONCEPT BEHIND IT

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MY DICK IS LIKE A BONE – IT’S TOTALLY INSENSITIVE

I HAVE TO SEND MESSAGES THROUGH WALLS OF TRANSMISSIONS

TO PUSH THE BLOOD IN IT

I HAVE A DESIRE OF DESIRE LEFT

THAT’S WHERE I AM ABOUT

THE DESIRE OF DESIRE

WITHOUT SEXUAL DRIVE LIFE IS NOT LIFE

MARILYN MANSON SHOULD JUST KNEEL DOWN

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THIS BRIDGE IS TOO LONG

I’M WALKING THIS BRIDGE FOR A WHILE NOW

BUT STILL DIDN’T REACH THE MIDDLE OF IT

IT’S A VERY VERY LONG BRIDGE TO CROSS

BETWEEN MALE AND FEMALE

WHEN YOU’RE NEITHER MALE NOR FEMALE

NOT MALE ANY MORE  REALLY NOT

BUT NOT FEMALE YET – NOT AT ALL

HOW LONG I HAVE TO GO ON THIS BRIDGE

WITHOUT JUMPING OFF

IT’S SO TEMPTING TO JUMP

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THIS FILM IS SIX HOURS LONG – CUT INTO TWO PARTS

DRUNKEN MONSTER ORGY ONE

AND DRUNKEN MONSTER ORGY PART TWO

AND THESE BEAUTIFUL EVENING DRESSES

VELVET AND FUR – FOR THE BUKKAKE

IT’S A VERY GOOD IMAGE

OH DON’T TELL ME

IT’S THE BEST IMAGE WE EVER HAD

THE BEST OF ALL BEHAVIOUR PATTERNS

NOW SHE WENT TO THE OTHER WOMAN

TO LICK OUT THE SPERM OF HER PUSSY

LIKE SHE HADN’T HAD ENOUGH

OH BABY BABY – DON’T THINK IT’S ALL SIMULATION

THIS IS POSSESSION

LUCIFERIAN POSSESSION OF THE HUMAN BODY

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AND REMEMBER IT ‘S HAPPENING IN WAR TIME

WE ARE AT WAR RIGHT NOW

I THINK WITH THE MEDIA WE HAVE TO IT

WE ARE MUCH FARTHER THAN POMPEI

PORN VALLEY IS A MUCH HIGHER DEVELOPED SEXUAL CULTURE

THAN LET’S SAY POMPEI

AND IT’S SO VERY SWEET

THAT SOME OF THE GIRLS DRESS OFF RIGHT AWAY

SOME WOULD NEVER TAKE OFF THEIR PANTIES

THEY JUST PULL IT ASIDE – THEY WOULD NEVER TAKE IT OFF

THESE GIRLS ARE IMMENSELY SELF-CONSCIOUS

THE FEMINISTS COULDN’T HIJACK EVOLUTION

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THIS SECOND PART IS FOCUSING TO A SMALLER GROUP OF PEOPLE

PROBABLY AFTER THREE HOURS THESE ARE THE LONGEVITY ACTRESSES

THAT HOLD ON FOR THE SIX HOURS LIKE A MARATHON

NOW THERE ARE VERY FEW GUYS LEFT

THERE ARE ACTUALLY JUST THREE GUYS  AND ABOUT TWENTY GIRLS

AT THIS PART  THE END PART OF IT

NOW IT’S LICKING SESSION – LESBIAN SEX

BOTH OF THEM IN PANTIES

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IT IS AN IMPORTANT TOPIC – YES

THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT TOPIC

NOBODY TALKS ABOUT IT

THEY ONLY TALK ABOUT THE WAR IN SYRIA AND THE REFUGEES

NOT ABOUT THE PORNOGRAPHIC REVOLUTION

I’M SO SURPRISED OF THIS

NOBODY KNOWS THAT IT’S A REVOLUTION

AND ACTUALLY IT IS THE ULTIMATE COUNTERREVOLUTION

THE ULTIMATE COUNTERREVOLUTION

YOU SEE IT’S NOT ANY MORE EAST AND WEST

BECAUSE THE FORMER SOVIET UNION

THOSE COUNTRIES THAT WERE FORMERLY PART OF THE SOVIET UNION

THOSE ARE THE HIGHEST NOW IN THE PORNOGRAPHIC PRODUCTION

CHEAPEST AND MORE PROLIFIC

CZECH REPUBLIC FOR EXAMPLE WHERE THIS FILM COMES FROM

THESE ARE BLACK MASSES

IN A NATURAL MILIEU BY NATURAL PEOPLE

WITHOUT RITUAL OVERTONE

IT’S VERY GOOD INDEED

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YOU THE INVISIBLE  YOU THE INVISIBLE

MY CAMERA

AND I KNOW YOU FORGIVE ME IF I’M WRONG

IF I’M WRONG I WILL CUT IT OUT

AND I WILL EDIT MY LIFE  I WILL EDIT MY LIFE

TO THE BEST OF IT  TO THE BEST OF IT

CUT IT AND PASTE IT

CUT IT AND PASTE IT

I CUT IT AND PASTE IT

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TRANSMISSION IS THE FATE OF THE WORD

NOT THE CHARGE OF IT – THE FATE OF IT

UNCERTAIN  TRANSMISSIONS ARE UNCERTAIN

IT’S A CATASTROPHIC STATE OF THINGS

YOU’RE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO LOVE YOURSELF

AND YOU STRICTLY REFUSE IT

OSH SAYS TO ME:

I’VE GIVEN YOU THE CHANCE TO LOVE YOURSELF

BUT YOU JUST REFUSE IT – YOU DON’T WANT TO

WELL I UNDERSTAND, OSH SAYS

I WOULDN’T WANT TO EITHER IF I WERE YOU

BUT YOU HAVE TO

NOW LISTEN – I AM NOT JOB

I AM NOT JOB, MY GOD

“…HELLO ANGEL THANK YOU

OH REALLY…”

OOOOOH

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THIS IS MY FAVOURITE SONG

THAT’S WHY I’M PLAYING IT

“AND WHEN THEY DREAM

THAT’S WHEN MY SPIRIT ARISE

AND WHEN THEY SCREAM

A LITTLE PART OF THEM DIES

I FIND MY WAY INTO THE MINDS OF THE WEAK

THEY ARE LED ASTRAY

IT’S NOW MY PATH THAT THEY SEEK”

“YOU DIE BEFORE ME

YOUR DESTINY IS IN MY HAND

YOU’RE SOON TO SEE

MY ONE DESIRE IS TO RULE THIS WORLD ETERNALLY”

IT’S BLOODBATH

RESURRECTION THROUGH CARNAGE

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YOU MAY NEVER BE SATISFIED

THAT’S THE MOST IMPORTANT COMMAND

YOU MAY NEVER BE SATISFIED  NEVER  NEVER

SATISFACTION IS FORBIDDEN BY THE ATHEIST MORAL CODE

MATERIAL WEALTH IS REALLY REALLY BLOODY NOTHING

BUT WE HAVE TO STRIVE FOR IT ABSOLUTELY

WE HAVE TO BELIEVE IN THE ILLUSION 

WE HAVE TO BELIEVE IN THE ILLUSION OF IT

JUST BE VERY VERY ENLIGHTENED

IF YOU ARE TED TURNER OR SOMEONE LIKE THAT

BE VERY VERY ENLIGHTENED

DON’T DARE TO BE TED TURNER WITHOUT ENLIGHTENMENT

AND I BELIEVE HE IS  YES  SURE

AS MUCH AS IT MATTERS FOR HIM

HE’S A HIGH INTELLIGENCE THAT’S ALL

THESE BUSINESS GENIUSES – THEY ARE THE HIGHEST INTELLIGENCE HERE

WEALTH IS THE MEASUREMENT

WEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYTHING

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MY STATE IS SO GRAVE BY NOW

I CAN’T PAY ATTENTION TO ANYTHING

NOT THE BEST THINGS

THE BETTER IS THE THING THE LESS ATTENTION I CAN PAY TO IT

STILL PAY SOME ATTENTION TO THE LOWEST

TO THE LOWEST OF THE LOW

DOCUMENTS  THE NEWS 

THE REFUGEE CRISIS AND THE CRIME RATE

THAT I CAN STILL PAY A LITTLE ATTENTION

TO THE FINANCES I ALREADY CANNOT

I JUST CAN’T FOLLOW IT

AND WHAT COMES AFTER IT

LIKE ART AND THINGS LIKE THAT

I CLOSE MY EYES  CLOSE MY EARS

I JUST DON’T WANT TO KNOW THE GOOD THINGS

THEY CONFUSE ME  THEY CONFUSE ME SO MUCH

EVERY BEAUTY HURTS

EVERY BEAUTY HURTS

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I CAN’T GRASP IT

HOW THESE RATHER TINY AND FRAGILE GIRLS

CAN TAKE THIS GANG BANG

PHYSICALLY I DON’T UNDERSTAND

IT’S SUPERHUMAN, ISN’T IT

JUST PHYSIOLOGICALLY SUPERHUMAN

IF YOU DISCOUNT ALL THE REST OF THE SIN IN IT

FEMINISTS ARE DOING THEIR VAGINA MONOLOGUES

AND HERE IS THE SUPERWOMAN

I KNOW WHAT AN EXPLOITATION IT CAN BE

I’M TALKING ABOUT THE IDEAL VERSION OF IT ONLY

I NEVER TOUCH DOWN

THE ATHEIST CHURCH IS ONLY THE TOP OF THE POPS

WE ONLY DEAL WITH THE TOP OF THE POPS

THE VIOLENCE WE CONDEMN

THE PLEASURE WE PRAISE

SO THIS IS THE MOST OUTRAGEOUS IDEOLOGY EVER HEARD?

THIS IS THE MOST OUTRAGEOUS IDEOLOGY EVER HEARD

SEX OR VIOLENCE – THIS IS THE MOST OUTRAGEOUS

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NOW SHE IS LICKING IT UP FROM A GLASS TABLE

SHE LICKS UP THE WHOLE GLASS TABLE

AND IT’S FILMED FROM BELOW  FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE GLASS

SHE LICKS IT ALL OFF

SHE SWALLOWS THIS WHOLE AMOUNT OF SUBSTANCE

JUST BECAUSE IT’S A SINFUL SUBSTANCE

SPERM IS NOT A TASTE – IT’S A MEANING

GENE SIMMONS KNEW IT

AWFUL AS A CHARACTER

AND YOU DON’T HAVE TO LIKE KISS AS MADLY AS I MIGHT

BUT GENE SIMMONS IS A GREAT SEX REVOLUTIONARY

ON THE FRONT OF LIBERATION

WITH HIS GOD GIVEN TONGUE

AND SHE’S NOT NAUSEATING

MAN, SHE’S NOT NAUSEATING

BUT SHE IS SMILING

AND IF IT’S FORCED ON HER THIS SMILE –

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I WROTE A POEM TODAY