CXVIII

HAVE STARTED?
I HAVE STARTED -

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SPIEL!
AND THEN I HAVE TO GO FROM ONE END 
TO THE OTHER END OF THE STAGE
LIKE RUSSELL  LIKE RUSSELL
FLYING FROM ONE SIDE TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STAGE
AND SPEAK - AND HOLD MYSELF
AND HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY
AND THE MEMORY TO REMEMBER WHAT

AND LOOKING GOOD
OH, I DON'T LIKE RUSSELL - OH NO
CHARLOTTE HATES HIM
BUT I ACTUALLY - I RESPECT IT SO MUCH
THAT I CANNOT DISLIKE IT
IT WOULD BE HYPOCRITICAL

MY RESPECT OVERCOMES EVERY REPULSION
MY RESPECT IS SO TOTAL
I WISH I COULD DO A QUARTER OF IT
IF I HAD A QUARTER OF THAT CAPACITY
WOULD BE ENOUGH

WITH A QUARTER OF IT I COULD MAKE A PARTY
BUT I DON'T HAVE A QUARTER OF THAT ENERGY TO IT

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SO HOW IS IT SHARED NOW
OSH, HOW IS IT SHARED
YOU GAVE ALL THE TALENTS TO THEM
ALL THE CAPACITY  ALL THE ENERGY  ALL THE BEAUTY  ALL THE POWER
THEY HAVE IT

AND TO ME - TO ME
LEATHER  LEATHER REBEL
TO ME THE LEATHER REBEL
TO ME YOU GAVE NOTHING YEH
NO - JUST THE JOB

I HAVE THE JOB - THEY HAVE THE POWER
WHAT KIND OF SHARING IS THAT

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ALL THE WORD EVER WANTED TO BE WAS THOUGHTLESS
THOUGHTLESS - JUST NO THOUGHTS AT ALL
THE HOMO SUPERIOR WON'T THINK
HOMO SUPERIOR IS NOT A THINKER
THE CLONE IT WILL BE CREATED WITHOUT THOUGHTS
THAT'S POWER

ONE MAN'S UTOPIA IS ANOTHER MAN'S DYSTOPIA

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IT'S ALWAYS BEEN SHEDDING 
SHEDDING IT WAS - SHEDDING
MY LIFE IS PERMANENT SHEDDING
I'M LIKE A SNAKE

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THE VOICE I WANT TO HAVE - THE VOICE  THE VOICE YOU GAVE ME
THE VOICE YOU WANT ME TO HAVE
THE VOICE I'M LOOKING FOR

THE VOICE - THE VOICE OF OSH
THE VOICE  THE VOICE OF OSH

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AFTER ALL THE VARIATIONS
STILL THE BEST AFTER ALL
THE BEST SALUTE FOR BOTH SEXES
IS TO START FROM THE GROIN

ALWAYS START FROM THE GROIN THE SALUTE

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LOST MY EDITING OPTIONS
AND SO I'M NOT MAKING NEW WORKSHIPS NOW
JUST COLLECTING THE DOCUMENTS WHICH IS IMMENSELY FRUSTRATING

THE BOREDOM MAKES ME DO THEM
THE BOREDOM MADE ME DO IT
BOREDOM IS VERY POWERFUL
BRINGS YOU DOWN TO THE GUTTER OF TASTE

DON'T HAVE NOTHING LEFT - NO TASTE LEFT AT ALL
THEN YOU BEGIN TO MAKE HOME VIDEOS, RIGHT
THAT'S THE BOTTOM LINE

COULD HERMES EVER TRANSMIT A MESSAGE
BESIDE CARRYING IT?

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HANK WILLIAMS CAME ON WITH THIS EARLY DEATH POP SONG
"I'LL NEVER GET OUT OF THIS WORLD ALIVE"
DON'T KNOW WHY NO INDUSTRIAL BAND  HAS 
BY MY KNOWLEDGE COVERED IT
MY DYING BRIDE COULD COVER IT

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IT'S AN EVIL EVIL STRIPPER THAT STRIPS TO THIS SONG
EVIL OR STUPID

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THE OSP BATTLEFIELD IS NOT IN SYRIA
THE OSP BATTLEFIELD IS NOT THIS RELIGIOUS THING EVEN
OSP BATTLEFIELD IS IN URBAN  URBAN CRIME

CRIME AND EVEN FROM THAT ONLY THE VIOLENT CRIME
THIS IS ONLY ONE THIRD OF THE POPULATION - ONLY ONE THIRD
THE CRIMINAL QUANTUM IS ONE THIRD ONLY

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IT'S HOLOCAUST  HOLOCAUST
ONCE A HOLOCAUST FOR THE GUILTY
WHAT ABOUT THAT?
A HOLOCAUST FOR THE GUILTY
NEVER SEEN - NEVER HEARD ABOUT

THIS IS THE REAL THING
SACRIFICE WAS THE TEST OF IT
WE CALL IT PROGROM   PROGROM
THAT'S THE RIGHT PRONUNCIATION OF IT: PROGROM

THE OSP'S PROGROM IS THIS

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ACCIDENTALLY I SWITCHED ON TO 
A TERENCE McKENNA VIDEO YESTERDAY EVENING
WHILST MAKING MY KITCHEN WORK
I'M DOING ALL THE KITCHEN WORK - I'M DOING ALL THE CLEANING
IN THIS HOUSEHOLD
I'M CHARLOTTE THE HOUSEWIFE

CHARLOTTE THE HOUSEWIFE
IN AN UNDERWEAR AND HOME SOCKS
THAT'S MY MAIN IMAGE
BUT I'M NOT PUTTING THAT ON VIDEO, MAY I

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OH, GLOBAL - THEY CANNOT GET GLOBAL
THEY DON'T HAVE THE POWER TO GO GLOBAL

WE HAVE THE POWER FROM WITHIN
BUT THEY DON'T HAVE THE POWER TO GO GLOBAL
THEY'RE NOT ALL POWERFUL TO JUST DO IT GLOBAL
ONE GLOBAL CIVILIZATION - THEY CANNOT DO THAT
THEY ARE NOT THAT POWERFUL

THEY ARE WORKING ON DIFFERENT TERRITORIES
MAINLY THROUGH THE SOIL
IT COMES FROM BELOW
FROM BELOW THE SOIL YOU KNOW
THESE ENTITIES THAT LIVE IN THE BALL WITHIN
THOSE CREATE US  ON THE SURFACE

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AND THEN THERE ARE THE PLANTS GROWING ON THE SURFACE
IT ALL GROWS FROM WITHIN
THE SUN HELPS IT - BUT IT GROWS FROM WITHIN
THE SUN IS INVOLVED - THE OUTER SUN
SO THAT'S HOW IT GOES

AND THEN ON THE SURFACE
THAT'S WHAT TERENCE McKENNA SAYS
THAT THE APE ATE THE MUSHROOM 
AND THEN THAT'S HOW EVERYTHING EVOLVED
LINGUISTIC AND EVERYTHING
HUMAN COMMUNICATION WAS GENERATED BY THE PSYLOCIBIN
AND OTHER CHEMICALS THAT COME FROM THE SOIL - THE PLANTS
WHAT THEY PUSH UP FOR US LIKE DAISIES

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ANYTHING BUT THE TRUTH
THE TRUE WITNESSES OF THIS ERA BEFORE THE JUDGES
ARE TOLD: ANYTHING BUT THE TRUTH

ATHEIST CHURCH CHANGED THE NOTHING TO ANYTHING
THE DOUBLE NEGATION
THE NEGATION OF NEGATION

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JUST CAN'T DO WITHOUT THIS, RIGHT
I HAVE TO SHOW MY ASS ALL THE TIME
I TRY TO WORSHIP SATAN
I'M HAPPY TO DO IT BUT I DON'T DO IT WELL

BUT I'M SIMULATING IT ALRIGHT
WATCHING NAUGHTY SCHOOLGIRLS  WITH THEIR TEACHER

OH I WAS SEARCHING MY G-SPOT IN MY ASS LONG LONG TIME
COULDN'T FIND IT
DON'T FIND IT - PROBABLY I DON'T HAVE IT

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IT'S NOT THE SAME THING THE PENIS AND THE PHALLOS
IT'S TWO DIFFERENT THINGS
I HAVE MY PENIS YET BUT PHALLOS
I LOST MY PHALLOS BY THE TERROR OF THE THREE M'S 

ALL OSIRIS NEEDS IS HIS PHALLOS
OHH THE DESIRE - SYMBOLICALLY SPEAKING
THE LIBIDO  CONCRETELY SPEAKING

WHAT IS 888 WITHOUT LIBIDO
WHAT CAN IT BE
HEY HEY - SOOO

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CHARLOTTE - IT'S ALL ABOUT CHARLOTTE
THIS IS ALL ABOUT CHARLOTTE
THIS IS MY LABOUR MOVEMENT
THIS IS MY LABOUR MOVEMENT
THE BIRTH - THE BIRTH OF CHARLOTTE
CAESARIAN - THE CAESARIAN BIRTH OF CHARLOTTE
THE SUBTITLE IS: THE CAESARIAN REBIRTH OF CHARLOTTE

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VERY VERY HARD  VERY VERY HARD
I HAVE NOTHING FEMININE IN ME
I DON'T HAVE NOTHING MASCULINE EITHER
I DON'T HAVE THESE FACTORS

SO I HAVE A FREE CHOICE NOW - I CHOOSE
AND THEN IT STARTS THE LABOUR MOVEMENT
I CHOOSE TO BE A WOMAN
LIKE BRADLEY MANNING
EVERYTHING IS THERE  EVERYONE IS READY

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'OF THE RED ALBUM THE SONG ALEPH'

SO I HAVE TO TELL TO THIS SONG A STORY
BESIDES ALL THE APHORISMS
WHAT'S THE STORY  WHAT'S THE STORY
I FORGOT WHAT WAS THE STORY

I'VE READ SOMETHING - HEARD SOMETHING
I'VE SEEN SOMETHING ON TELEVISION
WHAT WAS IT - WHICH ONE WAS IT
SYRIA OR YEMEN - CAN'T RECALL
SHIITE OR SUNNI - CAN'T RECALL
OOO DOCTOR ALZHEIMER HELP ME  HELP ME
DOCTOR ALZHEIMER  HELP ME DOCTOR