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THE WHAT FOR IS THE MAJOR DILEMMA

AND IT COMES UP RIGHT AWAY

IF YOU DON’T HAVE THE DRIVE

AND MY DRIVE HAS BEEN LOST

MY SELF HAS BEEN LOST

ALONGSIDE THE EGO

BE CAREFUL WHEN YOU KILL YOUR EGO

THE EGO HAS TO DIE AND THE SELF HAS TO RISE

BUT MY SELF HAS BEEN KILLED WITH MY EGO

I’M NOT A MASTER OF MAGICK

BREATHING OSH

I AM THE AVERAGE

I’M AN AVERAGE BREATHER OF OSH

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SO MY DRIVE HAS GONE

WITHOUT DRIVE YOU ENTER THE DILEMMA

WITHOUT DRIVE YOU CONTINUOUSLY HESITATE

AND POSE QUESTIONS THAT CANNOT BE ANSWERED

NO QUESTION CAN BE ANSWERED

IF THERE IS A QUESTION ALREADY THERE IS NO ANSWER

THINGS SHOULD BE EVIDENT

NEVER POSE QUESTIONS BECAUSE THERE IS NO ANSWER

HAVE NO QUESTIONS – THAT’S THE SOLUTION FOR IT

AUTISTIC YOU HAVE TO BECOME

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THE DRIVE MAKES YOU WORK AND LOVE

WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT TO IT

THE LESS YOU THINK THE CLOSER YOU ARE TO OSH

THE MINORITY WHERE I BELONG IS THE FARTHEST OF OSH

WE ARE THE FARTHEST OF OSH

THE MORE MECHANICAL YOU BECOME

THE CLOSER YOU ARE TO THE MAKER

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THEY SAY SUICIDE IS A CRIME

I SAY IT’S SIN

SUICIDE IS SIN

KILLING IS CRIME

THE LIVING DEAD IS A MINORITY OF THE ELECT

AND THE LIVING DEAD IS PRO-DEATH

THE LIVING DEAD IS PRO-DEATH

THE CATHOLIC MAJORITY IS PRO-LIFE

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AND IT’S ALWAYS THERE THIS ONE DAY  ONE DAY

ONE DAY IT WILL BE ALL OVER

AND ONE DAY THE WALLS WILL TUMBLE DOWN

AND ONE DAY I WILL BE COMMUNICATING

WITH SOMETHING ELSE THAN MY OWN IMAGE

BUT DO I WANT TO

FRANKLY, I DO NOT

I HATE TO TALK TO MYSELF

BUT TO TALK TO SOMEONE ELSE IS ALMOST UNIMAGINABLE TO ME

I DON’T KNOW WHAT I COULD SAY

THE ONLY THING I CAN TALK ABOUT IS THE LAST JUDGEMENT

THAT’S THE ONLY THING THAT INTERESTS ME

I’M NOT GONNA DO ART

BECAUSE I’M NOT AN ARTIST

I’M NOT THAT GREAT

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WHAT HAPPENED  ANOTHER THING LAST NIGHT

THAT A WHITE GUY WITH A GOOD HAIRDO

WALKED INTO A HISTORIC BLACK CHURCH

AND SHOT EIGHT PEOPLE PRAYING IN THEM CHURCH

IN NORTH CAROLINA

THE MOST INNOCENT OF ALL PEOPLE

THE REMAINING INNOCENT

THIS I WOULD UNDERSTAND  IF THE JURY ACQUITS THIS GUY

THAT WOULD BE WORTH OF A RIOT

NOT THAT THE WHITE POLICEMAN

KILLS THE BLACK CRIMINAL IN SELF-DEFENCE MAKES A RIOT

THEN THIS SHOULD CAUSE A TOTAL WAR

BUT IT WON’T – WON’T CAUSE AS MUCH AS THE POLICEMAN

CRIME THEY DON’T WANT TO STOP

IT’S STILL RACIAL WAR YOU SEE

IT’S NOT MORAL – IT’S RACIAL

PEOPLE ARE RACIST, NOT MORALISTS

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THIS IS GRAVER THAN ANYTHING ELSE BEFORE

AND THE REACTION IS LESSER

BECAUSE OF THE PROPORTIONS – THEY MANIPULATE THE PROPORTION

AND NOW THEY SAY

THAT THIS IS A BRAINWASHED HYPNOTIZED HIRED KILLER

TO CREATE RACIAL TENSION

BUT IT DOESN’T CREATE MORE

THAN THIS POLICEMAN THAT KILLS THE CRIMINAL

THE CRIMINALS ARE DEFENDED

THEY TRIED OUT KNOW WHAT IS IT

IF YOU KILL THE INNOCENT

BLACK WOMEN PRAYING IN THEIR CHURCH

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HERE IS A LONE SHOOTER AGAIN

COMES IN THE LONE SHOOTER AGAIN

AND SWEET – NOW THIS IS IT

FOR THE TV REPORTERS HE’S A FREAK

HE LOOKS LIKE A FREAK

BUT LEAVE IT TO CHARLOTTE

AND CHARLOTTE KNOWS THIS IS A VERY SWEET BOY

IF CHARLOTTE SAYS IT MUST BE TRUE

IT’S A VERY SWEET BOY

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AND VERY SURPRISED OF WHAT HE DID

ALTHOUGH HE PREPARED IT

HE’S NOT JUST RUN INTO THE CHURCH

AND MACHINE GUNNED EVERYONE

BUT HE KEPT HIS RIFLE HIDDEN

AND SPENT A WHOLE HOUR WITH THEM

BEFORE KILLING THEM

TO GET THE CONVICTION

THAT THEY ARE REALLY ABSOLUTELY INNOCENT

THAT’S WHAT HE HAD TO KNOW

HIS MISSION WAS TO KILL THE INNOCENT NOW

MAYBE THAT WILL CAUSE THE ULTIMATE UPROAR

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BUT IT’S MISCALCULATED

ULTIMATE UPROAR HAS TO BE INSTIGATED AGAINST THE POLICE

WHOM YOU – WHOM YOU WANT TO KILL NOW

THE POLICE IS THE ENEMY  WHO IS THE ENEMY NOW

THE WHOLE GOVERNMENT

AND EVERYONE IN THE WORLD IS THE ENEMY

THE WHOLE WHITE RACE IS THE ENEMY

BUT WHOM EXACTLY TO KILL NOW

21 YEAR OLD WHITE MALES WITH THIS TYPE OF HAIRDO LET’S SAY

THAT’S WHAT WE GO FOR

IT’S A NEUTRAL HAIRDO, JUST NOT TOO BAD

VISIBLY TAKEN CARE OF

IT’S A NICE HAIRDO – FORWARD

AT THE BACK NICELY CUT

THAT RIGHT AWAY YOU CAN SEE

FROM THE SILHOUETTE YOU SEE

WHO THE PERSON IS

NOW IT’S VERY IMPORTANT TOO

THAT IT’S NOT A CRIMINAL

NO NO NO – FIRST OF ALL

THESE KIND OF SHOOTERS ARE NEVER CRIMINALS

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THIS GUY IS NOT A PSYCHOPATH

HE’S AN EXECUTOR

VERY MUCH LIKE TIMOTHY McVEIGH

BUT TIMOTHY McVEIGH HAD HIS CONVICTION

THIS GUY DIDN’T HAVE A CONCRETE CONVICTION

HIS BACK HISTORY IS

THAT BECAUSE HIS GIRLFRIEND WENT OFF WITH A BLACK GUY

HE DEVELOPED A HATE AGAINST THE BLACK RACE

THAT’S SO SIMPLE

THAT’S WHAT WE NEEDED HERE

ABLE TO DO THE UNLIMITED

SUBURBAN WHITE BOY – VERY YOUNG

EXPLODING THE RACIAL WAR

THAT’S HIS MISSION

CERTAINLY VERY MUCH SUPPORTED BY THE GOVERNMENT

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I UNDERSTAND THE OBAMA PROJECT

I GUESS I UNDERSTAND A LOT OF IT

BUT IT’S VERY UNFORTUNATE

THAT HE INSTIGATED RIOTS DURING HIS PRESIDENCY

AND THAT’S WHY HE HAD TO BE BLACK

AND NOT FOR OTHER REASONS

THANK GOD THAT HE IS GAY AND SO ON

BUT THE PRESIDENCY WAS BASED ON THE SKIN COLOUR

AND THAT’S WHY HE WAS SO MUCH NEEDED

BY THE ELOHIM – THAT’S WHY HE WON THE SECOND ELECTION

IT WAS A NONSENSE – THE ELOHIM HELPED HIM

OR LUCIFER – I DON’T KNOW

HE HAD A GOOD ALLIANCE THAT’S FOR SURE

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HE CALLED THIS CRIMINAL

WHO WAS KILLED BY THIS NEUROTIC SPANISH GUARD

HE SAID IT COULD HAVE BEEN MY SON

HE ADOPTED HIM

THIS CRIMINAL – THE CRIMINAL YOUTH

WHO IS THE CAUSE FOR EVERYTHING

GIULIANI HAS TO FIGHT CRIME?

THERE IS NOTHING – NOT A NORMAL CRIME-FIGHTER THERE

NOW, AND THE OBAMA AS OPPOSED TO GIULIANI

INSTIGATES RIOT

IT HAD TO BE A BLACK PRESIDENT TO INSTIGATE BLACK RIOT

WHITE RIOT SHOULD BE INSTIGATED BY A WHITE PRESIDENT

BY THAT SKIN-LOGIC

AND A WHITE PRESIDENT WOULDN’T DARE TO INSTIGATE WHITE RIOT

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IT’S NOT POSSIBLE TO KNOW ANY MORE

WHAT IS THE LEFT AND WHAT IS THE RIGHT

IT MIXED UP TOTALLY

THERE IS  ON THE INTERNET THIS ALEX JONES

WHO’S A VERY POWERFUL ADVERTISER

BUT WE CANNOT KNOW IF HE’S LEFT OR RIGHT

BECAUSE HE’S TOTALLY LEFT

IN CONDEMNING WORLD GOVERNMENT

BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE CONDEMNS ABORTION JUST THE SAME

SO WHERE THE PEOPLE’S MIND HAS GONE I DON’T KNOW

BUT YOU CANNOT TELL LEFT FROM RIGHT ANY MORE

AND IT’S NOT GOOD – DON’T THINK IT’S GOOD

IT’S NOT NUCLEAR

IT’S NOT A FUSION

IT’S THE TOTAL FALLOUT  FALLOUT

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SO THIS KILLER BOY IS NOW IN CUSTODY

THEY FOUND HIM VERY FAST

HE DIDN’T MAKE ANY SECURITY MEASURES

HE DIDN’T WANT TO HIDE

HIS MISSION IS TO COME FORWARD

IT’S NOT REALLY A CRIME

IN THIS CASE IT IS LARGELY FORGIVEN

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I FORGIVE MORE THAN THE POPE DOES

I FORGIVE A LOT MORE THAN THE POPE

YES I AM FORGIVENESS

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I FORGAVE TO McVEIGH AS WELL

OFFICIALLY – SENT HIM A LETTER TO THE PRISON

I WAS AFRAID THAT THE FBI COMES TO MY DOOR NEXT WEEK

SENT HIM A LETTER TO THE PRISON

WITH MY ADDRESS ON IT AND NAME-CARD

FOR HIS EXECUTION

TO THE PRISON IN BATON ROUGE

ATTENTION TIMOTHY McVEIGH

AND THERE WAS A  LETTER OF FORGIVENESS IN IT

AND A GOOD WISH FOR THE NEXT LIFE

AND A WARRANTY OF OSP

THAT OSP WILL TAKE REVENGE ON HIM

I WILL NEVER KNOW IF HE EVER RECEIVED IT OR NOT

BECAUSE I NEVER GOT ANY FEEDBACK

THE FBI DIDN’T COME

NOBODY CONTACTED ME

THAT WHY I’M GRATIFYING A TERRORIST

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THEY CALLED IT TERRORIST YOU KNOW

IT WAS DIFFERENT THEN YET

IT WAS A VERY GOOD TERM – THE TERM HAS DEGRADED NOW

NOW WE CALL TERRORIST THESE SUICIDAL ARABIC JERKS

NOT BAADER & MEINHOF

SO THIS IS A DIFFERENT ERA

TERRORISM IS GIVEN A VERY BAD NAME NOW

WHO WAS THE LAST GREAT TERRORIST

BREIVIK FOR EXAMPLE – IT’S A TERRORIST, RIGHT

BREIVIK IS A TERRORIST

I LIKE BREIVIK A LOT

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NOT THE PERSON – AND I DON’T LIKE HIS SALUTE AT ALL

FORWARD IS THE NAZI SALUTE  AND NO BACKWARD SALUTE

HE SALUTES WITH HIS FIST – JUST A FIST

IT’S NOT VERY NICE

THE CLOSED FIST IS NICER – IF YOU WANT TO SHOW A FIST

BUT THAT FIST YOU DON’T SHOW LIKE A HITTING FIST

THIS IS NOT A HITTING FIST

YOU CAN USE IT BUT IT’S NOT HITTING FIST

THIS FIST IS SWEARING FIST

THIS IS A SWEARING FIST – IT’S THE  SAME AS THIS

THIS IS A CLOSED FIST IS A PROMISE – IT’S NOT VIOLENT

IT’S RATHER A HOLD THAN MENACE

KILL THE CRIME

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THIS IS A METAL SHOW PAYING HOMAGE TO CHRISTOPHER LEE

CHRISTOPHER LEE DIED AT THE AGE OF 93 RECENTLY

SOME PEOPLE ARE SO LUCKY – SO LUCKY

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I AM THE WORD IN ANTITHESIS

AND IT’S VERY HARD TO STAY CONSEQUENTLY ANTI

SOMETIMES YOU ACCIDENTALLY DO SOMETHING GOOD

AND THEN YOU HAVE TO REPENT FOR IT

THE RULES OF ATHEISM ARE STRICT

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THERE’S A QUARTERNITY – THE QUARTERNITY

INTRODUCED IN THE PLACE OF TRINITY

BY THE ATHEIST CHURCH – THE QUARTERNITY

THERE THERE IS AN OPPOSITE BETWEEN SATAN AND GOD

AN EQUAL STATUS OF OPPOSITES

IT’S A ROMBOID THE QUARTERNITY

AND HERE IS SATAN AND GOD

THE BARGAINING PARTIES

AND HERE IS MAN OVER WHOM THEY ARE BARGAINING

AND HERE IS OSH

AND MAN HAS A DIRECT WAY TO OSH

UNDER THE RULE OF THE BARGAINING PARTIES

AND THIS IS THIS NARROW PATH

THAT’S WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR

AND IT ONLY WORKS THROUGH ESPIONAGE

THERE IS NO OTHER METHOD OFFERED

WE HAVE TO SPY UPON THE PARTIES – ON BOTH

DOUBLE SPY

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MAN IS UNDER A THREEFOLD PRESSURE

BY THE BARGAINING PARTIES GIVING OPPOSITE INSTRUCTIONS

AND THEN OSH GIVING A THIRD INSTRUCTION

BUT THE THIRD INSTRUCTION IS NOT ANOTHER INSTRUCTION

THE THIRD INSTRUCTION IS

HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE TWO OPPOSITE INSTRUCTIONS

IT’S NOT A NEW INSTRUCTION – IT’S A METHOD

ONLY A METHOD

OSH ONLY GIVES METHODS

OSH DOESN’T REVEAL THINGS

WHAT IS TO REVEAL WE CAN REVEAL OURSELVES

OSH DON’T HAVE TO REVEAL – IT’S NOT HIS PROGRAM

HIS PROGRAM IS TO GIVE METHODS TO BE REVEALED BY US

METHODS OF REVELATIONS

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IT’S A METHOD OSH – NOT AN INFORMATION

THE INFORMATIONS ARE ALL HERE WITHIN

HERE ARE ALL THE ANSWERS

THE GREATEST THING IN IT IS

THAT IT’S NOT ESOTERIC ANY MORE

THE QUESTION OF ETERNITY HAS BECOME EXOTERIC

IMMORTALITY IS OUR VERY CONCERN

IT’S NOT UTOPIA ONLY

NOT SCIENCE FICTION ONLY

BUT INVESTMENT – PEOPLE INVEST INTO IT

IF YOU INVEST INTO IT IT’S CLOSE TO BE TRUE

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IT’S ABOUT THE DEPARTURE DARLING

IT’S ALL ABOUT THE DEPARTURE

AND NOTHING ELSE  NOTHING ELSE

WE HAVE TO DEPART AND WE HAVE TO BUILD A BUILDING

BECAUSE ETERNITY WON’T BE SOLVED

THE QUESTION OF ETERNAL LIFE  BIOLOGICALLY

JUST WON’T BE SOLVED IN OUR LIFETIME

IT’S WORTH TO INVEST INTO IT

AND BELIEVE THAT IT’S WITHIN REACH

AGING STOPS AND YOU LIVE FOR EVER

WHY YOU WANT TO LIVE ON EARTH FOR EVER

YA, YOU GO TO OTHER PLANETS

I DON’T CARE ABOUT OTHER PLANETS EITHER

I DON’T CARE ABOUT THIS PLANET AND I DON’T CARE ABOUT THE OTHER PLANETS

IS THAT ANY CLEAR

AND I DON’T BELIEVE

THEY HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH AFTERLIFE

YOU CAN STAY ALIVE FOR EVER BUT YOU KNOW

WHAT IS AFTER DEATH IS MUCH BETTER

THAN WHAT CAN BE HERE

YOU’LL HAVE TO PREPARE IT WELL

WHY IT’S WORTH IS BECAUSE YOU DIE ANYHOW

YOU JUST DIE ANYHOW

AND WHEN YOU’RE DEADLY SICK THEN THEY DON’T LET YOU