LXVIII

UUOOOOOO-WA-HEI
THE WOLF WANTS TO HOWL
THE WOLF WANTS TO HOWL
ANYTHING YOU WANT ME TO DO  I DO
OOOO-OO-OO-U

WHY NOT - ANYTHING GOES
NOTHING COMES 
ANYTHING GOES

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IT'S NOT REALITY
THERE ARE TWO KINDS OF DREAMS
YOU DREAM ABOUT WHAT YOU CAN REACH
THE CAREER DREAM
AND THEN THERE IS ANOTHER DREAM
WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BUT CANNOT FULFIL

NOW THIS SECOND DREAM YOU CANNOT REALIZE
IS WHAT YOU ARE PROMISED IN THE NEXT LIFE

IF YOU ARE CHUCK BERRY FOR EXAMPLE
I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE PROMISED
WHAT CAN BE BETTER
THOSE ARE THE ELECT
THAT HAVE TASTED PARADISE

AND THOSE ARE A FEW  ONLY A FEW
THAT HAVE TASTED PARADISE
AND CHUCK BERRY IS ONE OF THEM

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IN THE NEXT WORLD YOU WILL BE
WHAT YOU WANTED TO BE HERE
IF YOU COULDN’T  BUT TRIED

YOU HAVE TO TRY  YOU HAVE TO TRY
THAT'S THE TRICK IN IT
BUT THE WILL IS ENOUGH  FOR THE NEXT WORLD
YOU ARE THAT YOU WANNA BE
YOU ARE THAT YOU WANNA BE
IT'S AN AMAZING GRACE

I'M AWARE OF IT
I'M ALWAYS WONDERING WHY
WHO DESERVES THIS
YOU'LL BE JUDGED BY YOUR WILL
AND NOT HOW MUCH YOU CAN EXECUTE IT
IF YOU TRY

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THE PROBLEM IS WITH ME THAT I DON'T REALLY TRY
I'M TOO LAZY TO TRY
WHY NOTHING WORKS WITH THE PARTY
IS BECAUSE OF ME
BECAUSE I AM IT - NOT SOMEONE ELSE

IF I COULD CHARGE SOMEONE
OH IF I COULD JUST CHARGE SOMEONE TO DO IT
THE PARTY OF OVERNATIONAL SOCIALISM

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IT STARTS WITH THE DOLLAR SIGN
AND GOES INTO TURN

FORGIVE ME ALRIGHT
THEY DRIVE ME DRUNK
AND THEN I DO ANYTHING THAT COMES TO MY MIND
WHEN I'M DRUNK
I DO ANYTHING THAT COMES TO MY MIND
AND I HAVE TO PLAY IT DRUNK
IT'S THE ONLY EXCUSE I WILL HAVE

I WILL PLAY IT DRUNK
THAT WILL BE THE EXCUSE
I'LL PLAY THE DRUNK AND THAT'LL BE THE EXCUSE
FOR THE MISTAKES  DEVIATIONS
AND THE WRONG STATEMENTS
AND THE WRONG MOTIONS
AND THE WRONG LOOKS

AND THE WRONG  THE WRONG BODY
I'M A WRONGBODY  I'M A WRONGBODY
I'M A WRONGBODY - I'M A NOBODY
I'M A NOBODY
I'M A WRONG BODY
I'M A NOBODY - I'M THE WRONGBODY
OOO  FORGIVE ME

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'THE BATTLE AGAINST TIME BY WINTERSUN'
THE BATTLE AGAINST TIME
IT MAKES ME SO MUCH WONDER
WHERE DO THESE GUYS GET THEIR MESSAGES FROM
MUST BE THE SAME SOURCE AS I DO
IT MUST COME FROM OSH
IT MUST COME FROM OSH

HE SAYS: MOTHERFUCKER, YOU DON'T WANNA BE THERE
MOTHERFUCKER, YOU DON'T WANNA BE THERE
OSSSHH
HE SAYS: MOTHERFUCKER, YOU DON'T WANT TO BE THERE

HE SAYS IT TO ME
AND I SAY, YES I WANNA BE THERE
JUST GET ME THERE  GET ME THERE
YOU DON'T WANNA GET ME THERE
YOU DON'T WANNA GET ME THERE
YOU DON'T WANNA GET ME THERE, HM
YOU DON'T WANNA GET ME THERE
MOTHERFUCKER

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THIS IS CHARLOTTE 
AND CHARLOTTE HAS A CONFESSION TO MAKE
CHARLOTTE IS HERE TO DISCLOSE HER SECRETS
SHE IS THE SECRET DISCLOSER
SHE'S A DISCLOSER
AND THOSE ARE HER SECRETS

CHARLOTTE'S MAIN SECRET IS
ABOUT WHAT SHE REALLY WOULD LIKE TO BE
LIKE TO DO  LIKE TO WANT TO DO
CHARLOTTE  CHARLOTTE WOULD LIKE TO BE
NOT A FASHION MODEL  OR A POP STAR
SHE WOULD LIKE TO BE A PORN STAR

CHARLOTTE'S FRUSTRATION COMES
THAT SHE CANNOT BE A FEMALE PORN STAR
NOT MALE FOR THAT MATTER OF COURSE AT ALL
BUT FEMALE SHE WANTS TO BE
A FEMALE PORN STAR  NOT ANY

BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO FEEL HER BODY
CHARLOTTE IS A GHOST - SHE WANTS TO FEEL HER BODY
AND SHE'S VERY ENVIOUS OF THOSE WOMEN
THAT ACTUALLY CAN FEEL THEIR SKIN, THEIR FLESH
DRINK THEIR OWN SQUIRT
SOMETHING IDEALISTIC

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SEEN THIS CONCHITA VIDEO - NEW BEGINNING
NEW BEGINNING OR THE FINAL END
YOU CAN CHOOSE  YET
THE PERFECTION FACTOR IS SO STRIKING
THAT YOU CANNOT REALLY DENY IT THAT IT'S A CLONE
STILL GENETICALLY BUT IT IS ALREADY
YES YES  CONCHITA IS A CLONE
AND I HOPE THEY WILL TAKE OVER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE

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I CAN FEEL THEIR HANDS ON ME
I CAN FEEL THEIR HANDS ON ME
THE COLD EMBRACE ITSELF
WHERE ARE WE  NOW WHERE ARE WE NOW

WHERE ARE WE NOW
WHERE ARE WE NOW  WHERE ARE WE NOW
WHERE ARE WE NOW  WHERE ARE WE NOW
WHERE ARE WE NOW  WHERE ARE WE NOW

WHERE ARE WE NOW  WHERE ARE WE NOW
WHERE ARE WE NOW

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THIS GESTURE  THIS TWO GESTURES COMBINED IS ENOUGH
THE INVOCATION OF MONEY LOOKS LIKE THIS
IT NEVER WORKED FOR ME - I'M DOING IT FOR AGES NOW 
BUT IT NEVER WORKED FOR ME ALL
HOWEVER I KNOW  SOMEWHERE I KNOW
THIS IS IT

THIS IS ONE HAND AND THIS IS THE OTHER HAND
THIS HAND DRAWS A DOLLAR SIGN
WHILST THE OTHER HAND IS REACHED OUT BEGGING
THIS IS THE BEGGING GESTURE AND THIS IS THE DOLLAR SIGN GESTURE
YOU DO THAT WITH STRETCHED OUT ARMS

THIS IS THE BEGGING
AND THEN THERE IS THE DOLLAR SIGN
EASY  LET'S SAY FINISH IT HERE
AND THAT'S A LOGO

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CONCHITA WAS MARVELOUS
BUT I'M PARALYZED SINCE
SHE MADE ME SO BLOODY VERY ASHAMED OF MY EXISTENCE
THAT I HARDLY CAN ACT UP ANY MORE
WHEN CONCHITA IS AROUND

I DON'T EVEN EXIST  I DON'T EVEN EXIST
NOW THAT'S EXISTENTIALISM
JEAN-PAUL  JEAN-PAUL  JEAN-PAUL  JEAN-PAUL
JEAN-PAUL  JEAN-PAUL  JEAN-PAUL
I DON'T EXIST AT ALL
NOW THAT'S EXISTENTIALISM, RIGHT
NO?  YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME?
YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME I DON'T EXIST

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NOW YOU GOT CHARLOTTE'S DREAM
NOW YOU GOT CHARLOTTE'S DREAM
GO WITH PEACE

I CAN FEEL THEIR HANDS ON ME
I CAN FEEL THEIR HANDS ON ME