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FUCK IT ALL UP
FUCK UP EVERYTHING  FUCK UP EVERYTHING
YOU FUCK UP EVERYTHING
YOU FUCK UP EVERYTHING
YOU FUCKED UP EVERYTHING
AND YOU WILL FUCK UP EVERYTHING

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I WANT TO EXCUSE
WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO MOVE
BECAUSE MOST OF THE TIMES
I JUST GET STATIC  OR PARALYZED
OR JUST WALKING UP AND DOWN  LIKE NOW
WHY IT IS SO DIFFICULT TO MOVE IS
BECAUSE I'M DANCING A CORPSE

I'M DANCING A CORPSE
WHAT STANDS HERE BEFORE THE CAMERA
IS A CORPSE

THERE IS A BIO - THEY CAN READ IT
I WROTE MY BIO  THEY CAN READ IT ANY TIME
IN THAT BIO IT'S CLEARLY DESCRIBED
HOW I HAVE DIED

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BECAUSE I WENT TOO FAR  'CAUSE I WENT TOO FAR
I WENT TOO FAR, YES
I KNEW IT ALREADY IN '79
I WENT TOO FAR - I HAD TO BE STOPPED
AND CLOSED IN A ROOM LIKE A BEAST
AND THEN TRY TO MOVE THERE  TRY TO DANCE

DANCE LITTLE BEAST - DANCE TO A COUNTRY SONG
DANCE LITTLE BEAST
DANCE TO A SONG

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SO CHARLOTTE DID YOU APOLOGIZE
FOR THE LACK OF MOTION
DID YOU TELL THEM  DID YOU TELL THEM CHARLOTTE
WHAT'S MY PROBLEM
IT'S THE MOST PRIVATE VIDEO YOU'VE EVER SEEN

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SO LET ME TELL ABOUT 1984
1984 IT'S NOW  SINCE 1984

BECAUSE IN 1984 TIME HAS DIED
FO-FO-FO-FORMALLY

AND SINCE 1984  THE MIDDLE AGES ARE COMING BACK
ISLAMIC INVASION STARTED IN 1984  IN MASS MEASURES
IT STARTED END OF THE 1970'S OF COURSE
MOST PARTICULARLY 1978, '79, '80
DURING THESE THREE YEARS

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OH I DON'T WANT TO GIVE A LECTURE ABOUT TIME
I'M NOT A LECTURER
I DON'T KNOW THE FACTS AT ALL

NO, I'M NOT PROUD OF IT ANY MORE
I'M DAMN ASHAMED OF IT BY NOW
BUT I CAN'T HELP IT ANY MORE
I HAVE TO DO IT WITHOUT KNOWLEDGE
NO CHANCE I HAVE 

KNOWLEDGE IN MY CASE IS FORBIDDEN - DON'T KNOW WHY
VERY MUCH I'D LIKE TO BE KNOWLEDGEABLE
I WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE TO BE KNOWLEDGEABLE 
AND THEN KNOW THINGS

BUT I'M NOT
I'M A MA-MA-MACHINE BUT I CAN'T EVEN SWITCH ON
BECAUSE I'M A CORPSE  A CORPSE

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I'M EXPERIENCING HERE
DIFFERENT STAGES OF HUMAN EXISTENCE
THAT'S MY WORK
I'M A SPY LIVING IN DIFFERENT HUMAN EXISTENCES
LEARNING IT FROM WITHIN
HOW THESE DIFFERENT STAGES ARE

I'VE NEVER BEEN UPPER  I'M NOT ALLOWED TO GO UPPER
EXACTLY BECAUSE OF IT - THE AUTHENTICITY'S SAKE
I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A SOCIETY
OR A MEMBER OF ANYTHING SOCIAL
OR HAD ACQUAINTANCES 
WHO WOULD INVITE ME TO A PARTY OF THEIRS

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FASHION IS RAVING TODAY
FINALLY THEY HAVE UNDERSTOOD  SOME OF THEM
ALL OF THEM OF COURSE
BUT SOME OF THEM EVEN CONSCIOUSLY
THAT THIS IS THE ABSOLUTE ENDZEIT
FOR OUR CIVILIZATION AT LEAST
AND EVERYBODY KNOWS IT
AND EVERYBODY IS UNPREPARED

THEY CANNOT SAVE IT - WE DON'T EVEN HAVE TO
IF VERSAILLES IS TURNED INTO A MOSQUE
DON'T HAVE TO DO NOTHING
NOTHING IS FINE

DON'T HAVE TO FIGHT IT
WHEN THE GATES OF PARADISE ALL OVER OPENED
WHEN THE FREEDOM CAME
WE CAN BE ONE - DOESN'T NEED TOURISM

BECAUSE I'M AN EMIGRANT TOO - I KNOW
I AM AN EMIGRANT TOO
I AM AN EMIGRANT TOO 
I'M AN EMIGRANT
SO I KNOW  I SHOULD KNOW
THE STATUS OF EMIGRATION SOMEWHAT

IN A GRACIOUS MANNER
BECAUSE I DIDN'T EMIGRATE REALLY FROM HUNGER
NOT FROM HUNGER
I EMIGRATED FROM AMBITION

DON'T THINK THAT IT'S ALL CONSPIRACY
THERE IS AN INSTINCT STILL
MOST INTELLIGENT PART OF THE HUMAN BRAINS
THAT CAN SEE THE FUTURE
THAT HAS THIS URGE TO FINISH IT FAST
DON'T WAIT OUT THE END OF THE AGONY

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THE CONCEPT OF OSP WAS TO CENTRALIZE THIS FORCE
EVERYTHING WILL BE LOST VERY SOON
SO IT'S TIME FOR DEBAUCHERY
FOR TOTAL DEBAUCHERY
IT'S TIME FOR SEX VERSUS VIOLENCE
SEX VERSUS VIOLENCE

IT'S A REAL WARFARE NOW
IT'S NOT LIKE MAKE LOVE NOT WAR
IT'S A REAL WARFARE NOW
THAT'S WHY THEY CALL IT SATANIST

BECAUSE JOHN LENNON WAS NOT A SATANIST
NOW THEY SAY THAT HE WAS
BUT YOU KNOW THEY SAY ANYTHING ABOUT ANYONE ANYMORE
IT DOESN'T MATTER - IT MATTERS THE PUBLIC IMAGE
AND THE PUBLIC IMAGE OF LENNON WAS NOT A SATANIST
IT WAS  WHAT WAS IT - MARXIST

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WE OPENED THE GATES OF PARADISE FOR EVERYONE
BUT WHAT WE DID IS THAT WE OPENED THE GATES OF THE PAST

THERE'S A SHARIA FOR BELGIUM MOVEMENT  JUST READ IT
SHARIA 4 BELGIUM - IT'S A NUMBER FOUR WRITTEN IN IT
VERY MODERN - BRITISH 4 YOU KNOW

THE EUROPEANS STOPPED PROPAGATING
THE EUROPEANS STOPPED PROPAGATING
THE WHITE RATS ARE DYING OUT
OH THE BEST WHITE RATS ARE ALL DYING OUT
THEY WANTED TO GO TO PARADISE
BUT OPENED THE GATES OF THE PAST INSTEAD YA
ALRIGHT

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OSH IS LIKE THIS - THAT HE SAYS THAT
WELL IF ALLAH WANTS IT SO MUCH GIVE IT TO HIM
GIVE IT TO HIM AS A GIFT - HAVE THE EARTH, I DON'T CARE
THAT'S HOW HE'LL DEAL WITH IT

AND IT'S NOT BIN LADEN
BIN LADEN IS A BEAUTIFUL REPRESENTATIVE OF IT
BIN LADEN IS A GREAT DECEPTION
BIN LADEN IS LIKE LaVEY
IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME PERFECTION

BIN LADEN IS A SPOKESMAN OF ISLAM
IT'S A BEAUTIFUL SAINT
COME ALIVE TO REPRESENT IT

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I'M SO DEPRESSED  ALMOST CANNOT BREATHE
OH I'M SO DEPRESSED I ALMOST CANNOT BREATHE
I LOOK LIKE UNGRATEFUL BECAUSE I COMPLAIN ALL THE TIME
BUT I AM VERY GRATEFUL IF I CAN HAVE MY SOAP AND PEANUT BUTTER
I AM VERY GRATEFUL  ALWAYS VERY GRATEFUL
AND I'M BEGGING FOR MORE, YES
IN THE MEANTIME I'M BEGGING FOR MORE
GRATEFUL I AM
OSSSHH

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THE TWO THINGS WE HAVE TO GET RID OF
ARE THE FOLLOWING: THOUGHT AND EMOTION
THOUGHT AND EMOTION
THOUGHT AND EMOTION
IT'S A BIG JOB  A VERY BIG JOB

GOSPEL IS ALWAYS VERY GOOD FOR ME
GOSPEL  IT RELIEVES MY SOUL
GOSPEL MUSIC IS MY RESCUER

YES IT'S GOING HARDER AND HARDER
WE CALL IT EVEN LIKE THAT  HARDER
SINCE ITS BIRTH ROCK IS GOING HARDER
HARDER AND HARDER

AND CAN TELL ME OF COURSE THAT BY THE TIME RELATION
NOTHING'S HARDER THAN LITTLE RICHARD
AND YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT
BECAUSE THIS IS A CLOSED CIRCLE
OUROBORIC WORLD WE LIVE IN
OUROBORIC WORLD WE LIVE IN AND THERE IS NO WAY OUT OF IT

EVERYTHING SWALLOWS ITSELF
FIRST EVERYTHING SUCKS AND THEN EVERYTHING SWALLOWS ITSELF
IMPLOSION WE CALL IT  IMPLOSION

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WE CANNOT MAKE COMPARISONS WITH THE IMMATERIAL
'CAUSE THE IMMATERIAL IS MAKING COMPARISONS WITH US
THAT WE ARE THE REFLECTION OF IT
BUT IT DOESN'T RECEIVE OUR REFLECTION
WE ARE A REFLECTION BUT IT DOESN'T RECEIVE OUR REFLECTION
FORSAKEN WE ARE  FORSAKEN
WE CALL IT FORSAKEN

IF YOU ARE ABLE TO GRASP ATHEISM AS NON-RELIGION
AS SOMETHING NEW
WE CALL IT CHURCH BECAUSE WHAT ELSE TO CALL IT
WE CANNOT FIGURE OUT A NEW TERM FOR A CONCEPT LIKE CHURCH
HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT

BUT IT IS NOT A CHURCH
FOR EXAMPLE IT DOESN'T HAVE TEMPLES AND SO ON
YOU KNOW, IT'S VERY OLD TIME RELIGION

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YES WE CAN BUILD TEMPLES, YES
BUT WE CAN BUILD TEMPLE FOR ANYONE WE WANT TO
WE CAN BUILD A TEMPLE FOR LUCIFER
WE CAN BUILD A TEMPLE FOR ISIS
YOU WORSHIP ANYONE

OSHISM IS TOTALLY FREE HAND
AS LONG AS YOU ARE TOLERANT TO EACH OTHER'S
EVERY INDIVIDUAL CAN HAVE HIS OWN DEITY TO WORSHIP
OR WORK OUT YOUR OWN CHURCH

COMBINED LIKE THIS JEWISH GAY PRIDE GUY
I JUST READ ABOUT TODAY
A CROSS-DRESSER GAY AND ORTHODOX JEW

THAT'S WHY ISRAEL HAS THE RIGHT TO EXIST
THAT ISRAEL IS SO GAY TOLERANT IT SHOWS VERY CLEARLY
HOW MUCH IT'S  THE LAST TOWER OF CIVILIZATION THERE
IN ITS HOMELAND - SURROUNDED BY THE HUGEST ENEMY AVAILABLE

OSP IS PRO-ISRAELITE IN THAT REGARD OF THE GEO-POLITICS
ON THE OTHER HAND   PHILOSOPHICALLY SPEAKING
THE JEWS SHOULDN'T HAVE AN OWN STATE PER SE

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IT'S CONFUSING YOU KNOW
EPIPHANY KEEPS YOU CONFUSED SO MUCH
THAT YOU CANNOT DO NOTHING BUT CONTRADICT TO YOURSELF
THAT'S WHERE EPIPHANY LIVES

DON'T ATTEMPT EPIPHANY - YOU DON'T REALLY NEED TO
NEVER ATTEMPT EPIPHANY - IT'S A VERY DANGEROUS THING
MOST DANGEROUS THAT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU
SOMETIMES IT'S THE WORST THAT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU

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IT'S EASY TO UNDERSTAND  POLITICS OF GEOMETRY
IN A WORD - MOST ANCIENT KNOWLEDGE, RIGHT
THAT'S THE FIRST THING WE LEARNED BEFORE EVERYTHING ELSE
IT WAS GEOMETRY - THAT'S WHAT WE ARE BASED UPON
THE HUMAN MIND WAS TRAINED THROUGH GEOMETRY
AND THAT'S HOW IT REMAINED

IT'S A GEOMETRIC MIND WE HAVE
AND HISTORY IS THE EVOLUTION OF GEOMETRY
AND POLITICS OF GEOMETRY IS CALLING OUT FOR THE WAR OF SYMBOLS

THAT'S ABOUT CORRECT
THAT'S ABOUT CORRECT BECAUSE IT WAS A WHOLE SENTENCE
BUT TRUE IT'S NOT  TRUE IT'S NOT

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THE PHENOMENON OF THE UFO HUNGER IS VERY DEPRESSING
THE PRAYER  THE PRAYER  THE SADDEST VIEW
THE TRUTH IS NOT THERE - THE TRUTH IS IN THE SYMBOLS

SYMBOLS NEVER WILL SHATTER - DON'T WORRY, NO
NO NO NO  SYMBOLS WERE THERE BEFORE US
SYMBOLS WERE THERE BEFORE THE WORD
THE WORD WAS BORN OUT OF SYMBOLS
IT'S NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND
NOT THE WORD CREATES SYMBOLS - HOW COULD IT
APOLLINAIRE MAYBE - BUT IN THE GENERAL POESIS -

I ONLY CAN WRITE POEMS  I ONLY CAN WRITE POEMS
I ONLY CAN WRITE POEMS

I CAN'T WRITE AN ESSAY ABOUT SYMBOLS
I DON'T KNOW NOTHING ABOUT SYMBOLS
I UNDERSTAND THAT THEY WERE BEFORE ME
I WILL NEVER GROW UP TO THEM
THAT'S ALL I KNOW
WHATEVER I TRY TO SAY

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EVERYBODY WANTS TO BECOME A SYMBOL
THAT'S OUR MAIN DESIRE
THE RIGHTEOUS HUMAN DESIRE
AND I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE OF IT

BUT I COULDN'T FIGURE IT OUT YET
I'M WORKING ON IT
I'M TRYING TO FIND MY SYMBOL 
IN THE DARK TUNNEL OF THE BARDO
OOO MY GOD   OOO BABY

DON'T GET ME WRONG  IT'S A SACRIFICIAL GESTURE
I'M NOT ACCUSING MYSELF WITH ANYTHING
INNOCENT  I'M INNOCENT LIKE A NEW-BORN LAMB REALLY

DON'T EVEN CROSS-DRESS FROM URGE
I CROSS-DRESS FROM DUTY
I DO EVERYTHING FROM DUTY
I'M INNOCENT