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THAT COULD BE A GOOD STARTING CUT
THAT'S THE ROOM WHERE I LIVE
I'M HOLDING THE DOOR OF MY KITCHEN
THAT'S MY ALLEGORIC STATE OF MIND
HOLDING THE DOOR OF MY KITCHEN
THE SURVIVOR IS HERE
I'M THE SURVIVOR

NOW I CLOSE THE DOORS
AND HERE COMES THE NEW PERCEPTION
HERE COMES THE NEW PERCEPTION

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I'M ALONE  I'M NOT DISTURBING ANYONE
I DO WHAT I WANT
WHAT A PITY  WHAT A FUCKING BIG LITTLE PITY
THAT I DO NOT WANT A THING

ALL I WANT IS TO WANT IT

I'M BEHIND FIVE TRANSMISSIONS
AND NO COMMUNICATION BETWEEN THEM
JUST KEEP ME VERY FAR  VERY FAR FROM REALITY

BECAUSE I SPEAK BUT I'M NOT HEARD
YOU DON'T KNOW THIS FEELING  IT'S MY FEELING
IT'S MY SPECIAL FEELING - THIS IS MY DOMAIN
I NEED RESPECT  NOT PITY

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WHAT IS GOOD IS NOT GOOD?
OSH ASKS ME: WHAT IS GOOD IS NOT GOOD
SOLITUDE IS GOOD
OSH SAYS: SOLITUDE IS GOOD
IT'S THE GREATEST GRACE I CAN GIVE YOU 
THE GREATEST GRACE I GIVE YOU IS SOLITUDE
HEEY  WHY AREN'T YOU GRATEFUL - WHAT DO YOU WANT

AND THEN I HUMBLY SAY: THE MISSION
OSH  OSH  MY MISSION 
OH  MY MISSION

AND THE REST IS SILENCE  IT'S SILENCE
MY MISSION IS MY AFFAIR

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IF YOU WANNA MISSION  GET ONE
OSH SAYS: IF YOU WANNA HAVE A MISSION -
IT'S SO FEMININE OSH
MOST OF THE TIMES SHE IS  SHE
OSH IS A SHE SOMETIMES
SOMETIMES NOT

BUT HE CAN BE SO FEMININE
SO HE SAYS: IF YOU WANT A MISSION
GO AND GET ONE
I CAN'T GIVE YOU A MISSION

OSH DOESN'T GIVE YOU A MISSION
HE'LL GIVE YOU PERMISSION
PERMISSION FOR MISSION
AND THAT'S ALL OSH GIVES YOU
PERMISSION FOR MISSION
THAT'S TYPICALLY OSH

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ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW IS HIS
HOW YOU CALL THIS  THE OPPOSITE TO OMNIPRESENCE
OMNI-ABSENCE
ONLY HIS OMNI-ABSENCE YOU FEEL

BUT YOU CANNOT DIRECTLY COMMUNICATE WITH IT
OR YOU CAN BUT IT'S USELESS
WELL IF YOU WANT TO HAVE A GOOD TIME
COMMUNICATE WITH OSH
HE'S VERY ENTERTAINING PARTNER IN COMMUNICATION

OSH IS ONLY JOKING YOU KNOW
OSH IS CYNICAL - IT'S REALLY LIKE MESCALITO
THE CLOSEST TO IT IS MESCALITO
IT'S NOT SERIOUS

OSH IS NOT LIKE THE OTHER GODS - HE'S VERY SPECIAL
HE'S NOT A GOD OSH  FIRST OF ALL
BUT THE ANTI-GOD - ANTITHESIS OF GODHEAD

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I AM THE LIE - I CANNOT LIE
I'M THE LIE EXPRESSING ITSELF
I'M THE LIE EXPRESSING ITSELF - I'M NOT LYING

THAT'S GOOD FOR A HAIKU  IT'S A GREAT HAIKU
THANK YOU OSH FOR THE GREAT HAIKU 

HAIKUS I ALWAYS CAN DO
LONGER POEM I COULDN'T WRITE
I WROTE EIGHT POEMS ALTOGETHER IN MY LIFE

IT'S A BOOK: 888: EIGHT POEMS
THEY ARE VERY SHORT POEMS
THE OTHERS WERE JUST FUNCTIONALIST TEXTS Y'KNOW
BUT REAL POEM WHICH HAS ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE -

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IT'S REMARKABLE 1999  NINETEEN-NINETY-NINE
IT'S CUT INTO TWO  THE PROCESS
NO MORE EVOLUTION REALLY  NO MORE GAPS
NO MORE LEAPS - IT'S ALL ALTOGETHER NOW
IT'S AN IMPLODING ABYSS
WHERE WE ARE IN  IS THE IMPLODING ABYSS RIGHT NOW

I BELIEVE IF TIME WAS ALIVE  HAD NOT DIED IN 1984
WE WOULD BE BETTER OFF NOW
THIS WHOLE ISLAMIC INVASION WOULDN'T HAPPEN
IF TIME WAS ALIVE
I BELIEVE IT COULDN'T HAPPEN
IF TIME WAS ALIVE

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THERE ARE TWO BLOODLINES   OF COURSE A'CROSS
THERE IS A BLOODLINE THROUGH THE BLOOD  THE ROYAL BLOOD
AND THERE IS A BLOODLINE WHICH IS NOT INHERITABLE
THAT'S THE MUTATIONAL BLOODLINE

THERE IS INHERITANCE AND MUTATION
THESE ARE THE TWO BLOODLINES
THEY ARE CROSSING EACH OTHER
MUTATION CAN HAPPEN ABSOLUTELY RANDOM
ABSOLUTELY RANDOM - AND YOU CANNOT REALLY INHERIT IT

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NOT ONLY THOSE TWO GUYS IMMORTAL FROM NORWAY ARE IMMORTAL
ALL OF THEM - ANY WAY THEY DIE
THE BLACK GENERATION OF NORDIC VIKINGDOM
THEY ARE ALL IMMORTAL
SATAN SAVED THEM

THANK YOU SATAN
IT WAS A GREAT JOB
THANK YOU FOR THE POTENTIAL
THE POTENTIAL OF THE UR
THE ARMY OF THE UR

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IN THE UR THE TWO - THE CROSS - MIXES
IT'S A CROSS THE UR: BLOODLINE AND THE MUTANTS
AND NO ONE ELSE

THE ARMED FORCES OF THE UR
IS A BLOOD BROTHERHOOD
THE GENE-DEMOCRACY'S TOTAL VICTORY
MATERIALIZED BY THE ROCK AND ROLL REVOLUTION
THAT EQUALIZED HUMANITY  OR SHARED IT INTO TWO
CLEARLY SHARED IT INTO TWO

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IF YOU CANNOT RUN 
IF YOU CANNOT RUN - HIDE
THAT'S WHAT I'M TOLD
YOU CANNOT RUN, FUCK YOU, THEN GO HIDE

THAT'S HOW OSH TREATS HIS OWN SON
LEARN FROM IT

AND IT'S THE INSTINCT THAT TELLS ME TO HIDE
MY GOOD INSTINCT TELLS ME TO HIDE
BEHIND A VEIL EVEN
HIDE EVEN IN MY ROOM

IF I'M VISIBLE
I PUT MYSELF OUT TO VISIBILITY BY THE CAMERA
AND I'M WEARING A VEIL NOT TO BE RECOGNIZABLE
THAT'S MY IMAGE

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CHARLOTTE COMES IN THE GUISE OF A MUSLIM WOMAN
A VEIL ENFORCED ON HER
FOR SECURITY MEASURES

THIS FUCKING MOHAMED THING WITH THE WOMEN VEILING THEMSELVES
IT WAS BENEVOLENT  BECAUSE IT WAS ABOUT SECURITY
HE KNEW THAT HIS PEOPLE ARE SUBHUMAN RAPISTS
SO SUGGESTED THE WOMEN TO
RATHER VEIL YOURSELF DARLING 
THAN PUT THEM OUT TO DESIRE YOU

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THE BEST WITH THE SWEARING GESTURE IS
IF YOU HOLD DOWN THE OTHER FINGERS
IN THE SAME POSITION AS WHAT YOU USE FOR THE FIST

SO BASICALLY THIS IS JUST AN OPEN FIST
THESE TWO FINGERS CLOSE DOWN IN THE FIST
AND OPEN TO THE SWEAR
BUT THIS PART DOESN'T CHANGE

IT'S IMPORTANT FOR THE MIND
BECAUSE GESTURES ARE IN DIRECT CONNECTION WITH THE MIND
THEY ARE ACTUALLY THERAPEUTIC

THESE KIND OF GESTURES
THESE SINGULAR VERY MEANINGFUL GESTURES

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THIS IS THE SWEARING GESTURE
AND THIS, THE OTHER ONE, IS ALMOST THE SAME
BUT YET IT'S THE JUDGING GESTURE

THE SAVING GESTURE AND THE JUDGING GESTURE IS EXACTLY THE SAME
WITH THE JUDGING GESTURE YOU SHOW DOWNWARDS
WITH THE SWEARING YOU SHOW UPWARDS
IT COULD BE STRAIGHT AS WELL BUT IT'S NICER
BECAUSE OF THE HUMAN BALANCE

THE BAPHOMET IS THE BALANCE
IT MEANS THE BALANCE  EQUILIBRIUM
AND JUSTICE - EQUILIBRIUM AND JUSTICE
THESE TWO THINGS IT MEANS

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YOU CAN AS WELL CHANGE THE TWO GESTURES
HERE YOU SWEAR - THEN YOU JUST CHANGE THE ARMS
ONLY THE ARMS YOU HAVE TO MOVE
MOVE IT AT THE ELBOW

AND THEN FINALLY YOU CAN CLOSE THE WHOLE THING
INTO ONE GESTURE
STILL KEEPING THE FIST POSTURE OF THE FINGERS
YOU CLOSE THE TWO HANDS INTO A GESTURE
WHERE BOTH FISTS ARE PRESSING EACH OTHER

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NO, THE EARTH IS SHAKING  BENEATH MY FEET
THAT'S WHY YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALANCE
IT'S NOT ME THE IMBALANCE
IT'S THE EARTH THAT'S SHAKING
IT'S THE EARTH THAT'S SHAKING BENEATH MY FEET
MY TREMBLING FEET

OSH SAYS - OSH WHO IS NONE
TO HIS SON WHO IS NOT
SAYS: HAT ER SEINE HAUSAUFGABE GEMACHT SCHON?

SPEAKS GERMAN OSH
MOST OFTEN TO ME HE SPEAKS IN GERMAN
NO IT'S NOT HIS MOTHER LANGUAGE
NO NO  NO NO NO
HIS FATHER LANGUAGE MAYBE - NOT HIS MOTHER LANGUAGE

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'SONS OF ODIN FROM THE ALBUM GODS OF WAR'
SONS OF ODIN WAS THE SONG AND IT WAS THERION
WITH SONS OF ODIN

HE USED TO MIX VERY WELL THE BACKGROUND
OSH ACTUALLY IS A DJ - THAT'S THE FIRST THING HE IS
MIXING THE BACKGROUND

THAT'S HOW YOU HAVE TO IMAGINE OSH: AS A DJ 
THAT'S THE EASIEST APPROACH
CAN IMAGINE IT ANYHOW
THAT'S THE TYPICAL IN OSH
THAT YOU IMAGINE IT ANYHOW - HE HAS NO IMAGE
BUT YOU MAY DEPICT IT

EVERYONE HAS HIS OWN DEPICTION ABOUT HIM
OSH IS FOR THE INDIVIDUAL - IT'S NOT FOR THE COLLECTIVE 

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SOMETIMES IT COMES UP THE ACCUSATION
FROM THE SUBCONSCIOUS BELOW
WHEREAS I AM PROSELYTIZING ATHEISM AS A RELIGION
BECAUSE I CALL IT ATHEIST CHURCH AND THINGS LIKE THAT

ATHEIST CHURCH WAS FOUNDED AS A FORTRESS AGAINST RELIGION
WE ARE WAGING AN ANTI-RELIGIOUS WAR

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THEY PLAY SO MUCH OF THIS POWER METAL  
IT'S VERY VERY VERY GOOD OH
DON'T HAVE TO THINK A LITTLE BIT
I LOVE IT - MAKES ME FORGET EVERYTHING
IT'S A HEALING

LIKE DARKTHRONE NEVER CALM ME DOWN
NOR MAYHEM - JUST MADE ME MORE NERVOUS
THE NERVOSITY CAME FROM THE FACT
THAT WHY A GENERATION HAS TO BE WASTED
WHY IT HAS TO BE WASTED

AND THE ONLY ALTERNATIVE YOU SEE
NOT TO WASTE A GENERATION
IS TO SEND THEM ON THE FRONTLINE TO DIE
AND THESE ARE THE TWO OPTIONS
WASTED OR SACRIFICED
THAT'S THE SPECTRUM OF YOUR CHOICE MY DEAR

WHICH ONE YOU WANNA CHOOSE THEN
SACRIFICE OR WASTE
IT'S A HARD CHOICE
SO HARD THE LIGHT GOES OUT FROM IT

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NOW I'M WATCHING THE EVOLUTION OF PORNOGRAPHY
EVOLUTION OF PORNOGRAPHY - THAT'S MY STUDY
TO OPPOSE IT TO CULTURAL MARXISM - THAT'S MY IDEA

THE PORN REVOLUTION IS DIFFERENT THAN THE SEX REVOLUTION
IT'S THE NEXT PHASE OF IT LET'S SAY
BUT AT THE SAME TIME ALSO THE OPPOSITE
IT'S THE ENDING TIME  FINAL CLASH  TORSCHLUSS

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HER NAME IS ESMERALDA
ESMERALDA - THAT'S HER NAME
ESMERALDA IS LATINO

I DON'T LIKE LATINO PORN
LATINO PORN IS ALWAYS UNSAFE
LATINO PORN IS NOT SINFUL - CANNOT BE SINFUL ENOUGH
IT EASIER CAN BE CRIMINAL THAN SINFUL
THAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH IT

IN A PORN MOVIE YOU HAVE TO SEE THROUGH THE CAMERA
YOU HAVE TO SEE WHO MADE IT
USUALLY IT'S ANONYMOUS  OR PSEUDONYMOUS
NOW THERE ARE SOME EXHIBITIONIST PORNOGRAPHERS
WHO COME WITH THE CAR AND SALUTE LIKE A LOGO
PROUD LIKE PIMPS EXACTLY - LIKE ELECTRONIC PIMPS

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BUT THIS ESMERALDA IS VERY NICE
ACTUALLY THE OTHER GIRL - THERE ARE TWO GIRLS
THE OTHER GIRL IS NICER
BUT SHE IS ALSO VERY NICE NOW

VERY SOPHISTICATED FELLATIO IS GOING ON
BUT DON'T WANT TO COMMENT ON IT
DON'T EVEN WANT TO WATCH IT - I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT
IT'S JUST THERE TO INSPIRE  INSPIRE MY INTELLECT
TO TALK ABOUT PORNOGRAPHY
AND BASE EVERYTHING ON IT AS SAVIOUR
WHAT IS BRAVER THAN THAT?

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DIDN'T TALK WHAT I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT
I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT WAS IT
SOMETHING ABOUT SUICIDE