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I'M TERRIBLY REGRETFUL
FOR NOT PRODUCING SOMETHING VALUABLE
WITH MY TIME SPENT ON RECORDING MY PRESENCE
I CANNOT APOLOGIZE PAR EXCELLENCE
I'M APOLOGIZING NON-STOP

THIS BEING VISIBLE ON THE CAMERA IS AN APOLOGY
EVERYTHING I'M DOING IS AN APOLOGY
I'M ONLY DOING APOLOGIES
I'M AN APOLOGIZER

I APOLOGIZE FOR EVERYTHING I SAY
EVERYTHING I DO
EVERYTHING I DON'T DO MAINLY
EVERYTHING I OF COURSE DON'T SAY
BECAUSE FORGET IT
TARA-RI-LA-RAM

I FORGET TO SAY IT AND THEN I APOLOGIZE
IF I SAY IT I APOLOGIZE
BECAUSE I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID IT
I APOLOGIZE IF I DO IT
I APOLOGIZE IF I DON'T
AND NOTHING ELSE I'M EVENTUALLY DOING
THAT'S ALL MY COMMUNICATION WITH THEM

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I'M LIVING IN A STATE OF PARDON
PARDON ME  PARDON ME
PARDON ME  PARDON ME
PARDON ME  FORGIVE ME
I'M SORRY  I'M SORRY

ALTHOUGH I AM APOLOGIZING NON-STOP
MY MAIN CHARACTERISTIC IS THAT I'M A LIAR
AND I HAVE TO INTRODUCE HERE
A COUPLE OF INFORMATIONS
HIDDEN IN THE MESS OF TOTAL MADNESS
WHEREIN I AM
AND FROM WHERE I'M TRYING TO TALK OUT

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I'M WATCHING A VIDEO WITH A BUKKAKE GIRL
BECAUSE I HAVE TO TELL EVERYTHING I'M DOING
IF IT'S GOOD OR BAD  ANYWAY
I APOLOGIZE
BUT IT DOESN'T HELP ME AT ALL  DOESN'T TURN ME ON
NOTHING TURNS ME ON  

WHERE PORNOGRAPHY EVOLVES RIGHT NOW
IT'S NOT JUST A DETOUR
THE WAY IT ADVANCES NOW IS TOWARDS THIS VIOLENCE THING
BUT I'M NOT FOLLOWING THERE
SO I'M STUCK HERE WITH THE BUKKAKE GIRL
AND IT DOESN'T TURN ME ON ANY MORE
AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL BE
I CANNOT GO ON - I CANNOT STAY
LA-RARA-LA-RARA

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"NOT A PENNY IN MY POCKET
ALL ALONE WITHOUT A FRIEND"

LAST TIME I SAID THAT I'M HERE WITHOUT A PENNY
I HOPED SOMEONE SENDS ME A DONATION 
BUT NOBODY DID

DEAR OSH  YOU ARE NONE
DEAR OSH  YOU ARE NONE
SORRY FOR FACING YOU - YOU ARE NOT
NOW I'M FACING YOU  DEAR OSH
YOU ARE NOT
I CAN SEE YOU

SHORT POEM  I PACK IT IN THIS BALL
AND IT'S THERE
OTHERWISE I JUST FORGET IT
VAINLY I APOLOGIZE ABOUT IT
ONCE FORGOTTEN  IT'S NOT THERE

MY BRAIN DOESN'T REALLY WORK 
IN THIS REMEMBRANCE/IMAGINATION
REMEMBRANCE/IMAGINATION BALANCE
IT'S A DIFFERENT SET - I'M IMBALANCED
SO I DON'T REALLY REMEMBER WHAT I SAID

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SINCERITY SHINES THROUGH EVERY SONG
OR ANYTHING ELSE
SINCERITY IN THE MAKING OF IT
THAT WOULD MATTER THE MOST
AND VERY OFTEN CONTRIBUTING TO ITS VERY SUCCESS, YES
PEOPLE FEEL IT

(GLOSSOLALIA)

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THE MAIN OFFENSIVE IS ON AGAINST EUGENICS
THERE ARE NEW DOCUMENTARIES ABOUT EUGENICS  CONTRA
HOW THE GREAT EVILS BEFELL AMERICAN HISTORY

HAS NEVER BEEN IMPOSED
BUT SMUGGLED IN  USUALLY THROUGH IDEOLOGY
PEOPLE SOMETIMES ARE VERY OPEN FOR THE REASON
THAT'S THE TRICK OF FASCISM

COMMUNISM ISN'T THE SAME
FASCISM IS THE METHOD OF THE RATIONAL  THE REAL
COMMUNISM IS NOT REAL
COMMUNISM IS SAYING VERY UNRATIONAL THINGS
OBVIOUSLY WON'T BE FULFILLED
LIKE FIVE-YEAR PLANS WERE BASED ON LIES
PREDICTIVE LIES - AND THEY DID NOT FULFILL
AND EVERYBODY KNEW IT WON'T
AND EVERYBODY BELIEVED IT WILL

THAT'S AN OTHER METHOD OF RULING THE SOUL THAN THE FASCIST
THE FASCIST RULES THE SOUL BY THE RATIONALITY OF THE SITUATION

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THE GREATEST ARE VERY FEW BUT THEY ARE TRAITORS WITHIN
NOT NATIONALISTS - OR NATIONALISTS
LAIBACH IS A GOOD EXAMPLE  ALWAYS A GOOD EXAMPLE
FOR THE OPPOSITE TO TREASON
THE SIMILITUDE AND THE OPPOSITE
THE SIMILITUDE AND OPPOSITE OF TREASON IS LAIBACH

SPIONS IS THE TOTALITY OF TREASON
THE TOTALITY OF TREASON
ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING BUT FIRST OF ALL
FIRST OF ALL THE ROOTS
FIRST OF ALL THE ROOTS AND THEN THE REST

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I DON'T HAVE ELSE TO DO HERE 
BUT TO INTRODUCE SOME GESTURES
ONLY GESTURES  
NO CHOREOGRAPHY, ONLY GESTURES
BASIC GESTURES OF THE PARTY FOR THE COLLECTIVE EXORCISM
THAT'S ALL I'M HERE TO DO
I APOLOGIZE

ONLY TO USE THIS OCCASION
TO INTRODUCE THE SALUTE
IS ENOUGH REASON TO WORK ON IT

THE SALUTE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT HUMAN GESTURE
I AM TO CHANGE THE MOST IMPORTANT HUMAN GESTURE
IS THAT ENOUGH REASON

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I'M LOSING MY VOICE
I'M LOSING MY BODY
I'M LOSING MY FACE
I'M LOSING MY MIND
I'M LOSING EVERYTHING

FIRST I LOST MY GENITALS
AND SINCE THEN I'M JUST LOSING OUT
THE LAST THING THEY TOOK WAS MY SOUL
IT GOES FROM THE GENITALS TO THE SOUL

'AND BEFORE THAT WE HEARD SOME SOILWORK
THAT WAS OFF THE CHAINHEART MACHINE RECORD 
AND THE SONG WAS POSSESSING THE ANGELS'

POSSESSING THE ANGELS
I DON'T HAVE TO SAY A WORD
THEY SAY EVERYTHING IN MY NAME

'MORE MUSIC FROM NORTHERN EUROPE
THIS IS GRAVE WITH JUDAS'

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THIS IS THE BASIC  BUT YOU CAN DO ANYTHING ELSE
YOU CAN DO IT DIRECTLY AT THE BACK
THIS IS JUST AN EXAMPLE HOW MUCH YOU CAN DO

OH I'M SO TIRED OF REPEATING IT
THIS RITUAL IN A CAGE
RITUAL IN A CAGE
TARARARARARARARARAM

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BEHEMOTH PUT OUT A NEW ALBUM CALLED THE SATANIST
SO NERGAL NERGAL  NERGAL IS OKAY
HE IS THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD
I HAVE EVER WISHED WELL OFFICIALLY

I DON'T USE ANY OF THE CHANNELS OF THIS COMMUNICATION
I NEVER WILL AND I NEVER COULD - TO USE THE FOURTH TENSE
I NEVER COULD USE IT IF I WANTED

CONDITIONAL CLOSED OUT AS WELL
NO FUTURE, NO CONDITIONAL
ONLY PRESENT
AND I CAN STATE IT IN THE PRESENT
THAT I WILL NEVER USE  EVEN IF I COULD
THESE CHANNELS
RIGHT NOW I'M SAFE SINCE I CANNOT

CANNOT LEARN ANYTHING
OF THE TECHNOLOGY OF HUMAN COMMUNICATION AT PRESENT
FACEBOOK AND ALL THESE PLACES - I'M SICK OF IT
I AM SICK OF IT - AND THAT'S ALL I WANT TO SAY
I DON'T WANT TO SAY A WORD MORE ABOUT IT
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SICK OF
I CAN'T NAME IT - I DON'T KNOW IT YET

IT'S DISGUSTING
BECAUSE THE PEOPLE ARE DISGUSTING
NOT THE TECHNOLOGY - THE TECHNOLOGY IS WONDERFUL
BUT THE PEOPLE AREN'T
IT'S TOO EARLY  THIS HAS COME TOO EARLY

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'VOJMASTA JA KUNNIASTA' RECORD FROM 2006
IT'S AN EXCELLENT RECORD'

MOONSORROW
THEY HAVE AN ENGLISH NAME BUT THEY ARE FINNISH
FINNISH NATIONALISTS
WELL, IF YOU'RE USING YOUR MOTHER LANGUAGE
YOU'RE A NATIONALIST
THAT'S THAT SIMPLE BY NOW

THAT'S A COMPLICATED CASE
BECAUSE THEN IF YOU ARE A NATIONALIST
THEN YOU MOST PROBABLY ARE A FASCIST TOO
BUT FASCISTS SHOULDN'T BE NATIONALISTS

SO NATIONALISM BRINGS FASCISM WITH IT
BUT FASCISM SHOULDN'T BRING NATIONALISM WITH IT
THAT'S THE IDEA OF OVERNATIONALISM

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SORRY  I DON'T KNOW HOW TO APOLOGIZE
I WOULD LIKE TO BE MUCH MORE ENTERTAINING
DANCING, SINGING, JOKING AROUND
THAT'S WHAT I WOULD DO IF I LIVED
DANCING, SINGING AND JOKING AROUND

I'M PREGNANT WITH AN IDEA
IF I'M NOT CONVINCING ENOUGH
AT LEAST LET SOMEONE STEAL IT
YOU CAN'T FUCK IT UP
NO, THIS PROJECT CANNOT BE FUCKED UP
ANYONE TAKES IT ON  WILL DO IT
IT CANNOT BE FUCKED UP - ONLY I AM FUCKED UP

SELF-ACCUSATIONS - IS IT INTERESTING
IF IT'S SO GOOD THAT ANYONE CAN DO IT
THEN TELL ABOUT IT AND THAT'S IT

STOP YAMMERING  YOU FUCKING JEW
YOU FUCKING JEW
YOU  YOU FUCKING JEW

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I DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING
JUST WANT TO DROP AND DIE

I'M BLOCKADED  CANNOT GO ON
BLOCKADED - ALL THE WEIGHT IS ON ME
ALL THE WEIGHT OF THE UNIVERSE IS ON ME
CANNOT MOVE  CANNOT MOVE

IT'S HORRIBLE TO BE DEAD
IT'S HORRIBLE

OSH - RA - TA